BrailleTogepi
They/Them
- Feb 6, 2023
- 56
I know the attention and care they give me doesn't cost them nothing, and I can't help but feel like they're wasting their time since they're spending it on someone who isn't gonna be around for much longer. Even with people who I'm paying for their work, such as therapists, hair stylists, dentists, etc. I'm giving them monetary compensation but I still think they take pride in their work and would hate for it to be wasted.
It's even worse with friends, who are putting their time and effort into me just for the sake of me and our friendship. I feel like they deserve a friend who's mentally healthy, and can be there for them in the long term. I can't help but want to apologize to them for being like this. Anyone relate?
It's even worse with friends, who are putting their time and effort into me just for the sake of me and our friendship. I feel like they deserve a friend who's mentally healthy, and can be there for them in the long term. I can't help but want to apologize to them for being like this. Anyone relate?