Anyone Else Constantly On The Verge Of Tears?

[DeadButDreaming]

I'm barely coping. Were it not for alcohol my life would be intolerable. My anxiety is through the roof.

 

[KibblesNBits]

I'm barely coping. Were it not for alcohol my life would be intolerable. My anxiety is through the roof.

Always. I'm at the point where I have to quit my job and never leave the house again.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

I know the feeling, I am trying not to drink today, instead Im blitzing the house, as I was told drink makes the feeling worse, I call bullshit! rum makes me feel a little happier

 

[GiveMePeace]

I was like that for a while, but it passed. Now I just feel numb all the time.

 

[Final Escape]

I was when I first got to this tiny rural town where I'm at. I was still heartbroken over this guy and now I was also in middle of nowhere. It was worse when I was taking the speed pills still. It got better now that I stopped those for over a week. I can't really cry but I definitely feel hopeless and just kind of like fuck me what am I going to do now lol! This sucks. I do cry a little bit many days though just not like I was. Before I was balling regularly full stop. It was really terrible

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

All the time, barely keeping it all in.

 

[Mr.Mediocre]

I usually end up in tears when I see someone enjoying things Ill never have simply due to being born a fucking autistic ugly loser.

 

[mediocre]

Yes I am constantly in a heightened state of anxiety because of my physical pain. No matter who I turn to nobody helps me and at the same time I feel like I can't escape this body. It's so awful.

 

[Misery99]

I used to cry a lot years ago but now I can't even cry..crying used to help me to let it go.Now I have to bottle up my feelings inside and suffer without being able to let it go.It's worse not being able to cry and have all your sad emotions hidden inside you.

 

[MaisieWilliamsLover]

All time honey. The other day my wife told me that I was not to be around my daughter because crying in front of the kids is child abuse

 

[Tragoedia Vitae]

I'm at the point where I can feel tears welling up all the time......I essentially wasted the last 5 years of my life pursuing an unattainable goal and now I'm at a major crossroads in my life. I have to make a very difficult transition to something entirely different from what I've been doing for the last few years and I have absolutely no idea if it'll work out. I'm just groping and stumbling blindly in pitch black darkness. I feel so worthless and lost.....I wouldn't wish any of this on my worst enemy.

Honestly, it would be much easier to have one last good cry and then blow my brains out.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

No I'm just constantly in tears

 

[MorticiasHair]

I can't control it anymore :/ but I have to take care that nobody notices it.

 

[Mr2005]

I'm barely coping. Were it not for alcohol my life would be intolerable. My anxiety is through the roof.

Yes. I've been up four hours and the traumas too much already. 24 hours a day my life flashes before my eyes.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I'm like that, it happens so often it has no impact, my family don't ask if I'm OK. It's more like "She's off again!"
❤

 

[wildgoat1995]

Yes, I feel so unstable it's very hard to ''be human''.