Anyone else constantly bored?

[PSYCHO_METAL_X]

All my hobbies are dead and I'm just waiting for the day to end. Every day is the same, no motivation, no pleasure, no excitement, nothing. I'm completely dead inside.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Yes, overall I have spent many decades bored. I blocked out a lot out. I'm fucking bored all day.

 

[juraviel]

You're not completely dead, you feel bored after all and that's a feeling. I don't for example. Haven't felt boredom in 10 years.

 

[PSYCHO_METAL_X]

You're not completely dead, you feel bored after all and that's a feeling. I don't for example. Haven't felt boredom in 10 years.

What's it like? I imagine it's at least peaceful because while you cant experience pleasure you dont desire it. Or Am I talking out of my ass?

 

[juraviel]

What's it like? I imagine it's at least peaceful because while you cant experience pleasure you dont desire it. Or Am I talking out of my ass?

Yes that's.. surprisingly accurate. How did you know that I don't desire pleasure. But yes that's a fact.

 

[PSYCHO_METAL_X]

Yes that's.. surprisingly accurate. How did you know that I don't desire pleasure. But yes that's a fact.

Well since you feel boredom because you are unsatisfied and seek satisfaction, not being bored must mean you dont desire that satisfaction.

 

[juraviel]

Well since you feel boredom because you are unsatisfied and seek satisfaction, not being bored must mean you dont desire that satisfaction.

I see well, imagining feelings is extremely hard when you don't have any.. I have to say by the way. Such observations like the one you just made are far, far more helpful to me than 99% of stuff I will hear in therapy. But it breaches the etiquette so the therapist will never utter them. So I can never learn it and thus can never get better. I know this for a fact as I've talked to 30-40 different mental health professionals in the last 12 years

 

[nofutureghost]

yep, I have no interest no matter what I try to do, even the things that I used to like now are just boring bullshit, I hate being alive cause I'm living like a vegetable

 

[PSYCHO_METAL_X]

I see well, imagining feelings is extremely hard when you don't have any.. I have to say by the way. Such observations like the one you just made are far, far more helpful to me than 99% of stuff I will hear in therapy. But it breaches the etiquette so the therapist will never utter them. So I can never learn it and thus can never get better. I know this for a fact as I've talked to 30-40 different mental health professionals in the last 12 years

I appreciate you saying that. I only just started seeing a mental health professional so here goes nothing I guess. Gonna at least see if meds help, they did at first but I think they stopped working.

yep, I have no interest no matter what I try to do, even the things that I used to like now are just boring bullshit, I hate being alive cause I'm living like a vegetable

At this point I'm begging for some fentanyl laced heroin

 

[nofutureghost]

At this point I'm begging for some fentanyl laced heroin

I'm begging for a gun but whatever, if it kills then I'm in, got nothing to lose anyways

 

[Raminiki]

It could be anhedonia and is a symptom of depression, the inability to feel pleasure or enjoyment in previously enjoyed hobbies. I get it a lot, bored out of my mind but zero motivation to do anything.

 

[ClownMe]

Me

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I'm seldom bored, but everything I do is boring. Been like this for years, the world is just very uninteresting to me. I "get things" without actually doing them, prefer to analyze instead of act (been like this since I was a small child, sitting and doing some autistic thing while the other kids are running around aimlessly, feigning purpose), so there is never any curiosity or need to actually do things. Except for suicide, I do feel a slight need to get that done.

 

[Sra_TZ]

"Bored" is one way to put it. I'd call it lack of purpose. There seems to be no point in anything.

 

[sick.faery]

kinda yea. don't really have many hobbies or anything plus i can't really enjoy stuff that much bc of a mental disorder. so everyday is pretty much the same old bland thing usually :(

 

[InNihilum]

100% yes, the lack of finding emotional reasons in all of this leads my depression. If it was up to me, I'd lay in bed all day waiting for the end.

 

[NoPointToContinue]

Yep nothing left to excite me and when things did excite me I generally could not be able to experience them.

 

[callme]

An often forgot thing is that keeping interest in anything is essential to learning anything in life. I am unemployed and have never had a job, never gone to university, and never had any relationship with anybody because of this.

 

[Synclife]

Yeah I find no enjoyment in any of my old hobbies. Feel like I'm just waiting for the end of my life

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I am very bored. My days are long and depressing. Life is boring and tedious in itself, humans repeat the same tasks over and over again on a loop. I do not get how people can enjoy this. All we are doing is waiting around to die. That is our only purpose. Nothing interests me either. I cannot do this for decades. I just think in general, life is not for me.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

 

[Littlepaws]

I've noticed a lack of interest or any enjoyment in the interests/hobbies that I once had.

My previous partner also noticed that I would often go quiet and stare into space. This still happens very often :/ Before I know it, hours have passed.

 

[callme]

Yes, I am very bored. My days are long and depressing. Life is boring and tedious in itself, humans repeat the same tasks over and over again on a loop. I do not get how people can enjoy this. All we are doing is waiting around to die. That is our only purpose. Nothing interests me either. I cannot do this for decades. I just think in general, life is not for me.

This must be my echo.

 

[Hurt]

I wouldn't say I'm bored. I'd say I lost interest in everything I do. Nothing interets me anymore and I don't see any point in going if I don't enjoy doing anything.

 

[MeltedJello]

Yep, just waiting for the opportunity to end myself. Everything I've used to distract myself is just boring now.

 

[Hurt]

Yep, just waiting for the opportunity to end myself. Everything I've used to distract myself is just boring now.

It happens to me. Even when I watch movies I feel suicidal. I can't scape this thoughts.

 

[NormaJeane]

I suppose life is too long, people live too long in the society of today and if people are forced to work 12 hours every day to support themselves they would not have no time to be bored.

 

[Keto]

That is how I feel everyday in the last 4 years.

 

[sunsetting]

Yeah, even videogames that I loved to waste time allnday bored me after 5 mins then I go watch random stuff on YouTube and get bored then I lay on my bed and get bored, even skip college classes because I feel bored, only thing I dont avoid or skip yet is work. Damn theres nothing to enjoy anymore.