Discussion Anyone else considers suicide out of weirdly disliking the world?

[whatevs]

I've seen many users that loathe themselves, but even though I don't think mega highly of myself, my suicidality has more to don't with not understanding why our society is supposedly worthwhile or finding absurd and deluded most of what people do outside of just fulfilling genetic interests and obtaining pleasure as a reward.

I definitely feel like this the Kali Yuga era. Philosophy is shit but we devise faster and faster ways to communicate with each other. Communicate fucking what?! Teenagers dancing? What some famous athlete did or said? People don't fucking get that materialism is a fucking dead end, especiallly since space travel isn't progressing in the way we wanted half a century ago.

I'm sure you can explain this as depression but I don't know... Maye some depressed people just have an excess of sentience. I mean, animals just look more serene and content than people usually. I really think sentience has an inverse relationship with happiness when it comes to organisms.

 

[tser1073]

I'm not compatible with the world, if that makes sense. I wish the world would have let me exist but it's both a problem with me and a problem with the world. So I get what you're saying.

 

[lofticries]

I used to only hate myself but now I hate the world as well.

 

[jandek]

I strongly relate to that. I often feel intense disgust for the present world and its twisted values. It's like a madhouse and slaughterhouse rolled into one.

 

[MountainMonkey]

I experienced true bliss when I divorced society and immersed myself in nature, far away from any human contact. When I am removed from nature, depression and rage take over. The earth is beautiful, humans make it ugly. I choose death if the alternative is conformity.

 

[Nothingtoadd]

I'm not compatible with the world, if that makes sense. I wish the world would have let me exist but it's both a problem with me and a problem with the world. So I get what you're saying.

All these issues are created by humans, there is something natural selection we fucked up that by multiplying

 

[redeyepiranha]

Yes, I think the world we live in is absurd and meaningless and I have no desire to participate here. Everything is scam and lie, but people suffer fr and I can't take it anymore.