soft-flower345
🌸I'm ashamed of who I've become🌸
- May 15, 2023
- 93
I love horror, horror movies, games, books, corn mazes, haunted houses. I also hate it, the feeling of terror makes me feel both alive and sick at the same time. When I'm playing horror games and something chases me or something terrifying happens my whole body responds so intensely I sometimes need to pause and cry it out for a bit or cuddle with a plushy to calm myself down before I can continue. But I always want to continue. I never wanna put it down because as hard as it is on my mental health(I have cptsd and consuming this content makes my nightmares worse), I think that thrill is one of the only things that makes me feel alive, and I can't live without that.
Does anyone else have a similar detrimental thrill seeking relationship with this kind of content?
Does anyone else have a similar detrimental thrill seeking relationship with this kind of content?