TreizKhushranata
The cup of life has been poisoned forever.
- Sep 26, 2020
- 81
I did years of therapy and medication. Didn't help. Ptsd and ocd are a living nightmare.
The therapy for ocd is worse than ocd. It's so evilyes. my ocd is so bad right now. i feel you. ❤
couldn't agree more. exposure is fucking awful. i'm here if you ever need someone to talk to while i'm still here.The therapy for ocd is worse than ocd. It's so evil
Method?couldn't agree more. exposure is fucking awful. i'm here if you ever need someone to talk to while i'm still here. ❤
Suicide methodmethod for exposure? i'm sorry, i'm confused.
not sure, that's why i'm on here.Suicide method
Contamination, checking. It's also destroyed reading for me. I reread sentences because I don't feel like I'm understanding everything.what type of ocd do you both deal with?
a lot of counting and a lot lot lot of cleanliness in the sense of like i have to shower over and over and over until i feel clean, and then i feel like i have bugs on me, and have to shower again and again and again. i spend hours and hours. it's horrendous.what type of ocd do you both deal with?
yes i have contamination as well. at the risk of triggering others i won't go into details, but i struggle immensely with eating.Contamination, checking. It's also destroyed reading for me. I reread sentences because I don't feel like I'm understanding everything.
Wow.a lot of counting and a lot lot lot of cleanliness in the sense of like i have to shower over and over and over until i feel clean, and then i feel like i have bugs on me, and have to shower again and again and again. i spend hours and hours. it's horrendous.
yes i have contamination as well. at the risk of triggering others i won't go into details, but i struggle immensely with eating.
How has it affected your life?Yes I was sexually abused as a kid
Private conversation isn't workinga lot of counting and a lot lot lot of cleanliness in the sense of like i have to shower over and over and over until i feel clean, and then i feel like i have bugs on me, and have to shower again and again and again. i spend hours and hours. it's horrendous.
yes i have contamination as well. at the risk of triggering others i won't go into details, but i struggle immensely with eating.
Afftected my relationships and my mental health over the years. It's not something I like to talk about to much it opens to many bad memories.How has it affected your life?
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You have to be here 24 hours before you can send private messages.How has it affected your life?
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It's been 26 hours.You have to be here 24 hours before you can send private messages.
Maybe it's 48 hours then, I'm not quite sure.It's been 26 hours.
24 and X amount of posts. I'm not 100% sure what X is though. I stumbled upon this in faq or something like thatMaybe it's 48 hours then, I'm not quite sure.
How has it affected your life?I was not sexually violated but my father beat me a lot after a few years I created Post-traumatic stress disorder
Well it created a fearful and coward child who did nothing when he was beaten by other boys / girls at school, my father did not need reasons to beat me and imagine if he received the news that I had a fight at school, this is like a looping of pain that never ends, bad memories at my house will never leave my head and when I'm having a psychotic break everything intensifies and I go crazy looking at these places, for a long time I wanted to hurt him the same way he hurt meHow has it affected your life?
I'm sorry that happened. I'm a fearful coward as an adult despite outwardly looking like someone who's strong. I'm constantly dashing people's first impression of me. It sucks seeing the change in their eyes as they discover I'm a weak coward.Well it created a fearful and coward child who did nothing when he was beaten by other boys / girls at school, my father did not need reasons to beat me and imagine if he received the news that I had a fight at school, this is like a looping of pain that never ends, bad memories at my house will never leave my head and when I'm having a psychotic break everything intensifies and I go crazy looking at these places, for a long time I wanted to hurt him the same way he hurt me
How does it affect you as an adult?Physically abused by my biological father until 2 or 3, psychologically and emotionally abused by my step father from then on.
How does it affect you as an adult?