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DepressedDude

DepressedDude

Member
Apr 21, 2024
66
I've had for the past 6 months. It was really bad for about 4 months couldn't do anything except lay down. It got a bit better like I can do a few things like watch some Netflix and stuff but it's caused too much mental damage from overthinking.

Mine was brought on by Antipsychotics so it may be different if yours is from something else.
 
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life360d_on_me

Member
Apr 19, 2024
35
I've had for the past 6 months. It was really bad for about 4 months couldn't do anything except lay down. It got a bit better like I can do a few things like watch some Netflix and stuff but it's caused too much mental damage from overthinking.

Mine was brought on by Antipsychotics so it may be different if yours is from something else.
Was it once you got off them? I'm on quetiapine (for sleep)
 
DepressedDude

DepressedDude

Member
Apr 21, 2024
66
Yes, I had injections so had to wait for them to leave my system.
 
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marsupial

Member
Apr 9, 2024
14
I'm so sorry to hear this and I hope you find some relief. At my worst, I couldn't even walk. Legs of lead. I haven't tried meds or anything for it, I just...try really hard not to CTB.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,490
It's a permanent fixture of my life due to another condition. I can find ways to occupy my time though, thankfully.
 
real human being

real human being

full of broken thoughts
Jan 28, 2022
159
Yeah been dealing with it my whole life. I relate to what someone else here said about how at its worst your legs feel too heavy to even walk.
 
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Felodese

Felodese

Member
Mar 31, 2024
83
I've had it for so long now that I'm having trouble remembering what it was like without it. I've been told that doing things that could potentionally be fun/pleasurable or whatever, over and over every day - even though it gives you no joy at all, at the moment - will eventually trigger your brain to stop being so stingy with the happy chemicals. Hasn't worked for me, but it might for someone else.
 
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sirciroc

sirciroc

Member
Feb 4, 2024
34
I've had it for years. There are few things that bring me joy anymore when I'm alone by myself. I struggle every day tbh
 
Chr0nicAnhedonic

Chr0nicAnhedonic

poisoned to my rotten core
Oct 1, 2023
56
It's part of my username for a reason.

I wish there was something I could advise or say that would help, but I can't really find a way out of it either. For me it comes in waves; if it strikes me, I just give in and do the best I can at that time until it subsides. Fighting it or trying to engage with the things I love anyway has proven to be pointless.
 
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Melancholic_Misfit

Melancholic_Misfit

She/Her. We all end up here (in the end)
Mar 26, 2024
26
...yeah...

I pretty much need to trick/force/convince/get myself to get things done.
Usually in the form of reminders and to-do lists. I guess something about being able to mark them as complete giving you satisfaction?

I wonder if by the time I get on pills, this'll change.
Or if this would've change if my environment and circumstances were different.
 

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