Discussion Anyone can tell they were screwed and would end up like this since they were kids?

[Nerned]

My life circumstances led to no road except this one, deadbeat dad, broken and apathetic family, no one pretending to care, mum joining cults, bullied, terrible at my native language, dropout, no good skills, it's all a mess and I doubt I could've made any substantial change to this world

 

[insectontrial]

Yep - I'm autistic, was diagnosed at the age of three, and I've had thoughts of wanting to die since the age of seven. I even tried jumping out of my bedroom window when I was eight but got stopped. I've had two serious attempts since then. I've done my research since then, and this year will hopefully be my very last attempt as I firmly believe I'll succeed. Nobody would be able to get to me to save me in the location I've chosen.