Anybody who has tried Meto have any way to tell if it works? I feel worried cuz i notice no difference. Going tonight, so quick replies would help.

[atlanticdestruction]

Hi there,
I should clarify that given the limitations on the quantity of letters you can put in the title i oversimplified my current situation. Im not so much planning to catch the bus tonight as i am planning to just wait at the stop and see how i feel. The house is empty tonight, as it was yesterday. So i figured now would be a good time to try. I was going to try this all yesterday but i just dont feel particularly ready... or maybe i do but i just really dont want to do it. But anyway, on wednesday i started taking Primperan that I bought on eBay. I took one at 9, then at 5, and then i got drunk that night so didnt take one until 4am. Then I took one at 10, then 6, then 2am The day after. But while i was planning to get everything ready that day I decided against it, because i just wanted to take the opportunity to buy some takeout and have a drink and watch a movie. So tonight I want to try again while i have the house empty still (which is very rare).

The plan is to take a meto at 10am (which i did) and take another at 5pm (which i will) and then finish my leftover take out around the same time. I will then fast until about 1am when i will take out 3 primperan tablets and 4 or so (will double check) tagamet tablets. I'll make up the sodium nitrite solution and just sit. Then i can either take the tablets and consequently the solution afterwards if i feel able. But if I dont, then i will just put the tablets away for another time and throw away the solution.

Honestly, I dont even feel like i could go right now. I feel afraid. But i would still like the ability to try and take a look. At least go that far.

THIS HAS ALLLLL BEEN A PREAMBLE. I guess i just wanted to tell someone that as i feel a bit of a failure For not being able right now. Especially since i know i should go and I am for once in a position to have privacy. So it is just hard. I wanted to get that off my chest.

Anyway, My question is: Since i have been taking the Meto (Primperan) for the last couple days I have noticed absolutely nothing. Could this be a sign that it is fake or not working? I mean it has been zero change. But then again I am not sure what to expect. I worry I got scammed. It was pretty cheap for 60 tablets. But the stuff looks like it is in a very official box with a medical sheet that seems official (though it is in either Greek or Spanish, i forget) and all the pills are sealed in typical pill plastic. If i recall they even have primperan etched into them. I bit into two when swallowing.. there was a kinda medical taste. But not noticeable really.. though the pills are small.

AnywayI am just looking for peoples thoughts... would you think they are fake? Should i post a picture?

 

[Banquo501]

It's hard to say, I take Meto regularly for my migraines. Can't say it makes me feel any different, but then I only take them when I'm already sick, so who knows.

You really don't sound sure about doing this, might be best to have another think about what you're doing. The SN and all your other medication aren't going anywhere, so you don't need to rush into anything.

 

[atlanticdestruction]

It's hard to say, I take Meto regularly for my migraines. Can't say it makes me feel any different, but then I only take them when I'm already sick, so who knows.

You really don't sound sure about doing this, might be best to have another think about what you're doing. The SN and all your other medication aren't going anywhere, so you don't need to rush into anything.

Thanks for the response! Every piece of information is helpful. I feel pretty sure that I dont have much of a good life ahead. Im pretty much trapped in my house like a cell, and even the slightest things cause me great anxiety. For example, just to go down and get that pizza i mentioned in my first post i had to be drunk. And i cant deal with some serious things going on. So i feel like i should, i just feel scarred of the actual drinking. The fear that, like jumping off a bridge, you will panic not because it is a bad idea but because your instincts kick in and you know you're past the point of no-return. Also just the idea of stopping instantly and never even having a second to appreciate the decision is scary. And of course the fear of pain. It's all just really difficult.

As i say, that is why... even if i chicken out i just want to have a look tonight. Stare it straight in the face if for no other reason than to see what i think when faced with the reality of it rather than just the thought of it if that makes sense.

Again, thanks for the response.

 

[ghostspace]

I take Meto as a prescription as well, it's not a drug I can actually feel an effect from, but one that I definitely feel the effects of not taking it.

I think you need to put less pressure on yourself and figure out what you want. Death isn't going anywhere, you have the stuff. I think you'll know when/if you're ready to CTB.

The worst thing for anyone on here would be leaving on a bus they realize they don't want to be on after all. A failed attempt can be tried again, but that bus is a one-way trip.

You're allowed to take all the time you need to think things through; it doesn't make your pain less valid to reconsider. Your pain is valid no matter what you choose, or if you remain undecided indefinitely (like me!).

 

[atlanticdestruction]

I take Meto as a prescription as well, it's not a drug I can actually feel an effect from, but one that I definitely feel the effects of not taking it.

I think you need to put less pressure on yourself and figure out what you want. Death isn't going anywhere, you have the stuff. I think you'll know when/if you're ready to CTB.

The worst thing for anyone on here would be leaving on a bus they realize they don't want to be on after all. A failed attempt can be tried again, but that bus is a one-way trip.

You're allowed to take all the time you need to think things through; it doesn't make your pain less valid to reconsider. Your pain is valid no matter what you choose, or if you remain undecided indefinitely (like me!).

I would agree with this but unfortunately it is so rare that the house is free. I think logically i am aware that it is the best option. Emotionally I am ready at times and not ready at others. I think it is also just the natural fear of doing it when you are really faced with it. If i had all the time in the world i would just wait until I'm in one of those moments where i feel The struggle.

Like right now, the 6 Nations Rugby tournament is on, and i have a book to read. These things are occupying my time. Give me something to watch on tv. So they can distract me. But another time i will be deeply empty and focused on all my issues. But i just cant really wait for that time as the house is never empty

 

[ghostspace]

I would agree with this but unfortunately it is so rare that the house is free. I think logically i am aware that it is the best option. Emotionally I am ready at times and not ready at others. I think it is also just the natural fear of doing it when you are really faced with it. If i had all the time in the world i would just wait until I'm in one of those moments where i feel The struggle.

Like right now, the 6 Nations Rugby tournament is on, and i have a book to read. These things are occupying my time. Give me something to watch on tv. So they can distract me. But another time i will be deeply empty and focused on all my issues. But i just cant really wait for that time as the house is never empty

Can you get a hotel room at a later time? Even if you know this is what you want, if the timing feels off and you're scared, survival instinct is going to be hard to fight.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Last part of title: "Going tonight, so quick replies would help."

Hi there,
I should clarify that given the limitations on the quantity of letters you can put in the title i oversimplified my current situation. Im not so much planning to catch the bus tonight as i am planning to just wait at the stop and see how i feel."

So it's not the quantity of the letters, but the letters you used. Really giant ones BTW. ;)

Honestly, I dont even feel like i could go right now. I feel afraid. But i would still like the ability to try and take a look. At least go that far.

But....see title. Sounds like it was then a hypermagnification rather than an oversimplification, i.e., hyperbole.

You say you are afraid, you say you are not ready, you say you should go. Look, no one here can live your life or die your death for you and they're not going to try. Both are your responsibility. You seem to be working out in comments that you are not ready.

You took the meto when you're drunk. Perhaps test it when you are sober. You took it ostensibly sober with no symptoms. Please do your due diligence and research meto symptoms -- do some people feel no symptoms whatsoever?

Take care. I hope you work out everything you need to.

 

[mattwitt]

Back in April I took 3 Metos and 60 minutes later I felt absolutely nothing and thought they might be fake as well or I just didn't take enough for my weight so I took 4 more and 30 minutes later I was regretting it. To make a long story short my body was all fidgety/jittery and I was having hallucinations until I feel asleep about 4 hours later. I ended up sleeping and lying in bed for 36 hours before I felt normal again.

 

[atlanticdestruction]

Last part of title: "Going tonight, so quick replies would help."



So it's not the quantity of the letters, but the letters you used. Really giant ones BTW. ;)



But....see title. Sounds like it was then a hypermagnification rather than an oversimplification, i.e., hyperbole.

You say you are afraid, you say you are not ready, you say you should go. Look, no one here can live your life or die your death for you and they're not going to try. Both are your responsibility. You seem to be working out in comments that you are not ready.

You took the meto when you're drunk. Perhaps test it when you are sober. You took it ostensibly sober with no symptoms. Please do your due diligence and research meto symptoms -- do some people feel no symptoms whatsoever?

Take care. I hope you work out everything you need to.

sorry if I did the title wrong or used large letters. I'm not sure what you mean but am new, so my apologies for anything annoying in that regard. In terms of the exaggeration you mentioned, it just seemed simpler to say I would need to know by tonight because I'm going than that I need to know by tonight because I will be trying my hardest to go but don't know if I will be able in the end because it is my first time and I am scared. I'm not asking others to live my life, as I say my main question was about the Metos. I just had a long preamble and admittedly that was probably trying to get stuff off my chest which was not applicable to the question at hand so I was wrong for that. My apologies.


i am trying to do my own research, I've read through the medical sheet but that only speaks of side effects. I can't tell what it actually feels like in general. Like if the effect of not being able to throw up should appear in a tangible way that is not a side effect. Hence why I am doing my research here and asking people what is the experience of people who take it... can you tell when you are on it or not so much, and it seems a lot say they can't which is good.

Back in April I took 3 Metos and 60 minutes later I felt absolutely nothing and thought they might be fake as well or I just didn't take enough for my weight so I took 4 more and 30 minutes later I was regretting it. To make a long story short my body was all fidgety/jittery and I was having hallucinations until I feel asleep about 4 hours later. I ended up sleeping and lying in bed for 36 hours before I felt normal again.

this is helpful thank you. I guess I just expected to notice some change. I've only taken one every 6 to 8 hours lately so probably no reason to notice too much. Really appreciate your response!

Can you get a hotel room at a later time? Even if you know this is what you want, if the timing feels off and you're scared, survival instinct is going to be hard to fight.

unforunately no. I have pretty severe avoidant personality disorder which makes pretty much anything involving people very hard. So even booking a hotel room would be hard. I also have no money as I cant bear to get a job with the stress of people... even just an interview.