Anybody feel the same way

[Deathisbetter]

I have auditory hallucinations and they are very nasty and I struggle to sleep aswell due to it and I get bullied for it which is why I honestly want to CTB I have exhausted every option and am sick of being here but I am to young and don't have enough money to apply for assisted dying

I feel frustrated and angry at how all methods to CTB are being quickly removed like we are forced to be alive no matter how we feel I get told to take drugs-medication but I don't want to as it doesn't help..

 

[Forever Sleep]

This sounds like a complete nightmare to live with. I'm so sorry- it must be terrifying. I agree- it's so cruel to just leave people to suffer with things like this.

 

[Sweet Tart]

Fuck those voices and anyone who gives you a hard time over what you are dealing with. I'm really sorry medication has not helped.

 

[mitsurumors]

I have hallucinations at night, they call it a form of 'Sleep Paralysis' or 'Waking Nightmares' or 'Night Terrors', but doesn't matter how they name it; I have them almost each night and I always believe they're real at first
It started when I had to live in a homeless shelter some 10 years ago and it's mind baffling how nothing and nobody helps
It's probably not the same as yours tho, so I understand why'd you say that and feel that way

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible what you have to endure, existence undeniably is so hellish and I see it as being so inhumane how we are denied the option to leave reliably in peace. It disgusts me how this society is so anti-suicide, it's like people are in denial of the fact that we are all just waiting to die anyway, I hate how suicide is so difficult.