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Final Escape
I’ve been here too long
- Jul 8, 2018
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I considered it but then I was like it's mainly for entertainment and not like something I should waste money on. Anyway I must have gotten myself signed up for a couple somehow. I opened my mail and they were giving me all kinds of bits of info that might be relevant lol! It was scary when this one lady was talking about my circumstances in an email. She seemed concerned. Ironically they dropped some hints about something I did and have not gotten a response about and I was like how did they know that? My neighbor might not be my friend I guess but I thought she was. Something weird has happened lately with her like mixed signals and I thought maybe it was nothing. Now I'll be paying closer attention. This neighbor of mine seems to have a lot of sway around here. I hate where I live and my situation of why I'm living here. Rents are so high here and housing is hard to get unless u have a legit job and decent credit probably. So I've just stayed in this dumpy apt complex. I'm so suicidal right now. Just thinking about everything and really wanting my nightmare to end. I think about rehoming the kitten first so when I go u know he's not having to witness me dying and crying here freaking out. Who knows when I would be found.