Bleak Stoic
Goodbye, Cruel World.
- Dec 22, 2019
- 40
I have mild FASD because my mom drank alcohol and did drugs while whe was carrying me. Later in life I also got a traumatic brain injury which apparently changed my personality, so ive been told.
Sometimes I wonder how my life would be now if those things hadn't happened. Would I be smart enough to go to college? Or get a good paying job? Guess I'll never know. Amongst being unable to do those things, I'm pretty sure they're the reason I'm so fucked up in the head now.
But anyways... I was just wondering if anyone else here had brain injuries, and how it effects you. Major depression, cognitive impairment, and negative personality changes are very regular outcomes of head injuries. So I often wonder how many others feeling suicidal have had a brain injury in the past.
Sometimes I wonder how my life would be now if those things hadn't happened. Would I be smart enough to go to college? Or get a good paying job? Guess I'll never know. Amongst being unable to do those things, I'm pretty sure they're the reason I'm so fucked up in the head now.
But anyways... I was just wondering if anyone else here had brain injuries, and how it effects you. Major depression, cognitive impairment, and negative personality changes are very regular outcomes of head injuries. So I often wonder how many others feeling suicidal have had a brain injury in the past.