Aeathelina
Little Homeless Girl
- Feb 5, 2020
- 308
I wouldn't recommend it but in fasting by only eating one meal a day which is usually just white with seasoning and water. In trying to lose twenty pounds so when I CTB I'll be too weak to fight.
i'm back on my bullshit trying to get back to the underweight range. is sharing tips forbidden? i mean it's a suicide forum but there's proana forums for that... idk. i'll just say drinking loads of water and OMADs help
Unfortunately I feel this post so much. The past few weeks have been hectic and so AN is sliding into my DMs and trying to seduce me into getting back on that train. It isn't fair because it looks so attractive from where I am standing. I would suggest that you try to avoid pro-Ana forums, because the competitive undercurrent can suck you in and have you spiral out of control. Please do be careful and maybe consider things that you can do to mitigate the damage.
Due to an abdominal injury Angel...no apology necessary.I am so sorry. I shouldn't have assumed it was because of an illness. Sending love
It does not control me. I am not even sure what you mean...duh. Scar tissue is the cause of my digestive troubles, but I still worked and everything. Fear is the only thing I can think of that 'controls' and when I find myself limiting my life due to a disease/disorder I get angry with myself, and stop the fear. Strokes and seizures, when newly diagnosed kept me from doing the things I wanted to accomplish, but not for long. Fear is the greatest enemy.Aw sweetie I'm so sorry you feel like you can't eat. You are so much more than your illness, even if it is controlling you right now. Thank you for saying you think I might be beautiful I hope you get better soon, sending love
i'm so sorry you feel this way dear... i wish i knew what to tell you. i always give in because it's such an alluring coping mechanism. i hope you've found some healthy ones to replace it with, something that makes you happy and not miserable like EDs do.
ah... i know how proana forums can be, i was pretty competitive myself. just logged into my old account yesterday, actually. i can't imagine how sick it all must look to non-disordered people... i was pretty active on Tumblr too before they started banning accounts en masse. one of my pictures got a lot of notes and someone recognised me (even though i cropped out my face and deleted EXIF data). been very paranoid about my internet activity since. but i digress, sorry...