Walilamdzii
Mage
- Sep 19, 2021
- 585
Minsu
♀️🏳️🌈
- Jan 17, 2023
- 545
shantyizlit
Really, what was the point?
- Jul 7, 2023
- 189
I was also considering doing benzos for jumping. I just don't think in my case that it would be enough at all.
SeaBreeze
Suicideation?
- Jul 11, 2023
- 146
Maybe a sweater or some ear plugs. Should be a joyful experience if that time comes. Seriously considering it for myself
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venua
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- Jul 1, 2023
- 59
Close ur eyes and just throw urself off whatever it is ur jumping off
wellworthwit
Member
- Jul 26, 2023
- 14
I feel like the incredible power of survival instinct would make it impossible to take the leap, at least for me, with or without my eyes closed
gov
Member
- Jul 25, 2023
- 23
NightshadeDreamer
Student
- Apr 28, 2023
- 101
Unfortunately jumping has a terrible success rate. So it would need to a decent height with solid landing. I've looked at jumping before. If it was the method I settled on, I would wear nice but comfortable clothes, listen to music that made me feel more committed to the act. Make sure nobody is around and I would probably use some drug to relax me.
Walilamdzii
Mage
- Sep 19, 2021
- 585
I was just watching something about a climber who fell and broke loads of ribs and had bones jutting out of his ankles and stuff. Rebreather seems like the best option, but I can't order one right now.
thebookofdisquiet
Member
- Jul 21, 2023
- 87
Me too, if it was from a rooftop I imagine I'd just listen to my favorite songs in my comfy pajamas, dancing with my eyes closed near the edge until I simply fall.
But again, it's what I like to imagine, can't underestimate SI.
NightshadeDreamer
Student
- Apr 28, 2023
- 101
I've not heard much about rebreathers. I live in a country where so many things are restricted so it's hard to find these things. But that is crazy! All those broken bones sounds unpleasant.
I have a good song for this. The lyrics go: "whatever keeps your heart light, whatever keeps you is alright by me"
It's important to remember, even if it's just imaginary, if it gets you by and provides some mental comfort then it is okay friend. Song - Say Nothing by Pianos Become The Teeth
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thebookofdisquiet
Member
- Jul 21, 2023
- 87
Eternal Sleep!
Thinking of CTB because of f*cking RSI!
- May 13, 2023
- 145
Do a combination method, take 25 gram SN in 50ml of water, an dopamine blocker and about 15 tablets of Diazepam. Wait 10 minutes, now walk to the edge of the building, stay there for 5 - 10 minutes till you go unconscious and collapse and fall of the building. Must be 100% successful I think.
Yes SI is truly a bitch!
I'd have something to eat an hour or so beforehand, just to have something in my tum as I'd also take a couple of drinks in a flask with me to where I was going to ctb. I'd have the drinks, then just wait until they hit me and go to dance along the edge. Hopefully I'd lose my balance or slip and be gone before I conciously was aware of what had happened.
