• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
682
If anybody knows.
I know nothing about the black market.
 
Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
832
Go to Verdun/Flandres with a metal detector and you might just find a nice berthier. A... rusted to shit 100+ yo berthier, but still.
 
  • Yay!
Reactions: BeansOfRequirement and Seeking_Peace
Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
682
Can I have a serious answer though ?

Not that I don't appreciate your jokes, just need serious help.

I didn't think N would be so impossibly expensive and SN's potential suffocating scares me... A gun would feel much safer. I'd like to have the option at least.

Also I didn't know what a berthier was but it's too big. I need a handgun.
 
Last edited:
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I live near France and where we live you can't have a gun without a license so you can get a sporting license or try to get someone to sell it to you, but the black market is risky. It would be my method 1 if were possible get it.
 
Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
682
I live near France and where we live you can't have a gun without a license so you can get a sporting license or try to get someone to sell it to you, but the black market is risky. It would be my method 1 if were possible get it.
A sporting licence wouldn't allow me to get a handgun anyway I think, it's probably for hunting rifles. Not that I think I could do that in my current state but.

I know it's risky but some common people seem to have their way...

My N°1 method would be N otherwise...
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
A sporting licence wouldn't allow me to get a handgun anyway I think, it's probably for hunting rifles. Not that I think I could do that in my current state but.

I know it's risky but some common people seem to have their way...

My N°1 method would be N otherwise...
Try to get the gun and if you cant, go for N, thats basically what i will try.
 
Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
682
Try to get the gun and if you cant, go for N, thats basically what i will try.
I have no idea how I might get one so unless someone can help I'm stuck with my untested SN...

Now if there was a way to get N for a more reasonable price I'd definitely go for that.
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I have no idea how I might get one so unless someone can help I'm stuck with my untested SN...

Now if there was a way to get N for a more reasonable price I'd definitely go for that.
I'm looking at private sale sites but the handgun seems difficult, there are shotguns but not exactly what I'm looking for. I think n price is reasonable considering you breaking free, however, you might consider looking for it on the black market but a handgun there is probably more expensive than N
 
Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
682
I'm looking at private sale sites but the handgun seems difficult, there are shotguns but not exactly what I'm looking for. I think n price is reasonable considering you breaking free, however, you might consider looking for it on the black market but a handgun there is probably more expensive than N
Really ?! 😳 How expensive are these things...

Is it me or prices have exploded lately ? I remember looking into buying N a couple years ago and it was already super expensive for me but only a couple hundred euros / dollars so maybe if I managed to save money for a while I could get it, but now it's over a thousand ???!! That's completely impossible...
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Really ?! 😳 How expensive are these things...

Is it me or prices have exploded lately ? I remember looking into buying N a couple years ago and it was already super expensive for me but only a couple hundred euros / dollars so maybe if I managed to save money for a while I could get it, but now it's over a thousand ???!! That's completely impossible...
A few years ago a guy told me he could get me a handgun for 4500 that would be like 8 N bottles tho :ahhha:
 
Last edited:
Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
682
A few years ago a guy told me he could get me a handgun for 4500 that would be like 8 N bottles tho :ahhha:
I think I've heard every kind of contradictory information on this subject...
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I think I've heard every kind of contradictory information on this subject...
I guess since it's illegal, everyone sets the price they want.

Hope we can get N :heart:
 
fatguy

fatguy

Member
Jun 22, 2022
15
Can I have a serious answer though ?
I need a handgun.
I do not know about handguns, but my guess would be, that some bigger guns (what they use in the war) should be obtainable in Ukraine (both in terms of availability as in terms of attitude). Getting there from France is neither expensive not complicated. As long as you do not intend to leave the country with the weapon again, and fit into certain image (male, running around with some pseudo military clothing) I would travel to some areas where they were handing out weapons, but which are far away from the battlefields. So eg. Kiew. Then try it to buy it there.

You can make up a story, like that you want to go fighting alone, because the legions did not want you, or just that you want to buy it to shoot around in the forest for fun. The nice thing is, that with a nice story, you might even get help on the internet from some gun or war freaks and do not have to get involved with some "real" criminals. You should get along with English and even if you would not know where to start, at least before the war, there were various pubs with strong national elements.
 
Last edited:
N

NotYourFriend

Member
Jun 23, 2022
8
You can make up a story, like that you want to go fighting alone, because the legions did not want you, or just that you want to buy it to shoot around in the forest for fun. The nice thing is, that with a nice story, you might even get help on the internet from some gun or war freaks and do not have to get involved with some "real" criminals. You should get along with English and even if you would not know where to start, at least before the war, there were various pubs with strong national elements.
At that point you might as well take it seriously and go out fighting the good fight.
 
fatguy

fatguy

Member
Jun 22, 2022
15
At that point you might as well take it seriously and go out fighting the good fight.
I disagree. I tried to be realistic. During and after the balkan wars, a lot of weapons ended up on the European black markets, there are enough reports about this. Simple arbitrage, if one does not want to leave that country with a weapon.

Fighting in a war, irrespective of side, ideology, motives or even the will to die is a completely different thing. I would even claim, that joining an army contradicts the initial purpose. I see (the potential) suicide as the the ultimate right of choosing whether to live or to die. Having maximum control. In contrast, if you join an army, you will not have this choice. Other people decide, what risks you take or not. You would not be able to back off, you would not be able to decide to rather die than be wounded or vice-versa.

in other words: I was referring to buying weapons from crooks and potentially using them to fulfil a single purpose vs. some complex combination of qualification, training and uncontrollable risks and outcomes.
 
Last edited:
A

Alex6216

Mage
Apr 19, 2022
539
You have to know a person irl to get a gun, don't expect to get a gun on an online black market or dark net because that doesn't exist. Who might help you with getting a gun is something I really don't know, if I knew I would've shot myself ages ago
 

Similar threads

E
Replies
26
Views
573
Suicide Discussion
jessicathebest
jessicathebest
D
Replies
6
Views
548
Suicide Discussion
tvgt
T
B
Replies
0
Views
149
Suicide Discussion
Borderline13
B
ketamoeba
Replies
29
Views
802
Suicide Discussion
notreallybored
N
C
Replies
22
Views
603
Suicide Discussion
c.c
C