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brownthrasher
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- Jul 13, 2023
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A few weeks ago I attempted to ctb with antifreeze and it honestly wasn't a terrible experience. While it's obviously a long and painful way to go, it causes you to become extremely and heavily intoxicated, as antifreeze is a type of ethanol. The experience looks something like this:
The actual liquid will cause minor chemical burns in your throat, but they aren't painful as long as you cough frequently for a while. Unfortunately most modern antifreeze is flavored with a bittering substance that makes it taste like soap. Again though, it's not the worst thing in the world.
Soon after, you will become extremely dizzy, and will want to go lay down. I lost consciousness at this point but the rest of my experience has been relayed by my family
Around hour 2 I got up to go to the bathroom for some reason, but kept falling and had very slurred speech. Soon after I began vomiting. Maybe this symptom could be improved with medication? For the next few hours I gradually lost major motor function. Around hour 6 I lost fine motor function, and at hour 8 my breathing became shallow. I was then taken to the hospital and made a full recovery
Obviously I can't comment on the amount of suffering I sustained during the attempt since I don't remember the events that occurred, but for somebody who wants to ctb urgently and is low on cash and resources, this may not be the worst method in the world. Obviously you will fail if in the presence of friends or family, so this is only viable if you are alone.
Pros:
Widely available
Cheap
Easily drinkable
Reliable
Cons:
Unpleasant
Death occurs in 24-36 hours
So what do you guys think, could antifreeze be a viable method for someone who is desperate? After all, I can't imagine sitting in bed drunk out of your mind for 24 hours is the worst way to die out there.
The actual liquid will cause minor chemical burns in your throat, but they aren't painful as long as you cough frequently for a while. Unfortunately most modern antifreeze is flavored with a bittering substance that makes it taste like soap. Again though, it's not the worst thing in the world.
Soon after, you will become extremely dizzy, and will want to go lay down. I lost consciousness at this point but the rest of my experience has been relayed by my family
Around hour 2 I got up to go to the bathroom for some reason, but kept falling and had very slurred speech. Soon after I began vomiting. Maybe this symptom could be improved with medication? For the next few hours I gradually lost major motor function. Around hour 6 I lost fine motor function, and at hour 8 my breathing became shallow. I was then taken to the hospital and made a full recovery
Obviously I can't comment on the amount of suffering I sustained during the attempt since I don't remember the events that occurred, but for somebody who wants to ctb urgently and is low on cash and resources, this may not be the worst method in the world. Obviously you will fail if in the presence of friends or family, so this is only viable if you are alone.
Pros:
Widely available
Cheap
Easily drinkable
Reliable
Cons:
Unpleasant
Death occurs in 24-36 hours
So what do you guys think, could antifreeze be a viable method for someone who is desperate? After all, I can't imagine sitting in bed drunk out of your mind for 24 hours is the worst way to die out there.