I here voices they are people that I know, family and neighbours. But I think really it is one voice; that of God.
They never tire and I can't escape them. I want to die but stay alive for my cat. I would like to go to Beachy head or hang myself. I ordered some rope it came today but is thicker than I ordered I just wanted to have it for comfort.
hmm. I hear all that stuff too but I know it's just my own mind working out things I wish I could say, just playing out hypothetical conversations I wish I could have with people to try to make them understand, etc.
So I hear voices but I'm aware they're just in my head, even if I answer them out loud.
People who hear audible voices that aren't there have sometimes been able to stop them by wearing earplugs. I saw it in a documentary about mental illness, supposedly it helps some neurological thingamajig.
I know it sounds weird but it's worth a try. If it doesn't work, just take them out.
Thanks for the reply. Unfortunately I feel paralysed by the voices they are beginning to control every little thing that Ido. If I don't do what they want they name call and guilt me.
omg get some earplugs and try it please. I hope it works.
I understand about your rope. For years I would keep knives in my bed like they were teddy bears, for the comfort of feeling like I could jam one in my throat and end it any time. I would practice the placement of the stab in front of the mirror to make sure I hit the major veins, all that.
