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bing

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Apr 15, 2022
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I'm diagnosed with paranoid personality disorder

My mom is full blown schizophrenic

My life was over before it even began

Anyone else here got paranoia or schizo like behavior
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
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Yep
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
Yea it sucks lol. Ppl can tell something is wrong no matter how hard I've tried. The core of my being is wrong

Genetic failure
Pretty much. I've always been somewhat good at hiding things, I think. For years I had an entity who instructed me how to protect myself. Once it gets to a certain point I can no longer hide it and stop caring anyhow. It's exhausting either way.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
I've recently been developing symptoms. I've been having a bad episode the past few days. Unfortunately I'm too scared/paranoid to even speak to someone for a diagnosis. I don't trust and feel medical professionals are hostile enemies.

I wish for a miraculous breakthrough for anyone going through it. It's really overwhelming.
 
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LeavingEarly

LeavingEarly

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Mar 19, 2022
352
I have siitsoaffective disorder
 
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bing

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I've recently been developing symptoms. I've been having a bad episode the past few days. Unfortunately I'm too scared/paranoid to even speak to someone for a diagnosis. I don't trust and feel medical professionals are hostile enemies.

I wish for a miraculous breakthrough for anyone going through it. It's really overwhelming.
It's funny because you shouldn't trust them. They are a joke. The meds are a joke. I took abilify for a year and gained 70lbs of fat. And severe akathisia (worse than death). Luckily it went away. But the pharma and government don't allow real solutions and treatments like mushrooms or mdma therapy. The actual drugs are a fucking joke and doctors are as well.

Paranoia is normal for certain people IMO. It just makes it hard to function correctly. But it is correct to be paranoid of people who ostracize and bully you all your life. At a certain point a person sees everyone as an enemy.
 
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thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

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Apr 2, 2022
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Can be genetic or just bad luck(abnormal brain development). Was this offensive?
 
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Foresight

Foresight

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Jun 14, 2019
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It's funny because you shouldn't trust them. They are a joke. The meds are a joke. I took abilify for a year and gained 70lbs of fat. And severe akathisia (worse than death). Luckily it went away. But the pharma and government don't allow real solutions and treatments like mushrooms or mdma therapy. The actual drugs are a fucking joke and doctors are as well.

Paranoia is normal for certain people IMO. It just makes it hard to function correctly. But it is correct to be paranoid of people who ostracize and bully you all your life. At a certain point a person sees everyone as an enemy.
I think that's the biggest problem. Some of the thoughts aren't completely out there so I get mixed up on what's real and what's insanity. I'm terrified of injury from medication. These pill pushers aren't looking out for our utmost safety. They just follow along with what big pharma says. I'm glad your side effect went away because good god, how much can a person take?

but it also sucks spending the night fighting voices telling you to slash yourself up and trash all your beloved items, and talk over customers saying evil things while you're at work.
 
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bing

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I think that's the biggest problem. Some of the thoughts aren't completely out there so I get mixed up on what's real and what's insanity. I'm terrified of injury from medication. These pill pushers aren't looking out for our utmost safety. They just follow along with what big pharma says. I'm glad your side effect went away because good god, how much can a person take?

but it also sucks spending the night fighting voices telling you to slash yourself up and trash all your beloved items, and talk over customers saying evil things while you're at work.

I'm not actually schizo but my paranoia is severe now. I don't hallucinate or anything. So yes it's probably worse for you. But I can relate to you and your struggle sorry it has to be this way.

Can be genetic or just bad luck(abnormal brain development). Was this offensive?

In my case it's certainly genetic.

My genetics have caused most of my problems lol. There was no escaping these issues that were guaranteed to happen
 
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gantzgraf

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Apr 15, 2022
3
I'm schizophrenic. Antipsychotics only take away some of the symptoms, and made me overweight. I can't deal with it, any more.
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

I don’t need light. Please give me water
Apr 1, 2022
382
I may or may not be. I know I have something that was never diagnosed
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
368
Diagnosed paranoid schizo. Honestly, I saw the diagnosis coming years ago. It felt validating to, finally, put a name on it. I definitely will have to take meds for the rest of my life and it freaking depresses me. Life's hard and unfair.
 
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xrayyankee

Member
Apr 16, 2022
12
Bipolar type 1 with psychosis during manic episodes/severe depression episodes. I was dx at 16, now I'm 27. It just keeps getting worse.
 
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