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doomofman

doomofman

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Oct 23, 2025
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Despite being rich in my 20s i am miserable and hate this meaningless existence, i don't even desire to buy anything because materialistic consumption is not fulfilling. I was considering donating some of it to charities but most of them are a scum, i might just burn it all and die.
 

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InTheStars

InTheStars

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You can donate to me 😁
 
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arcticmonkey

arcticmonkey

Still here somehow...
Oct 8, 2025
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I think you might be the only one, financial struggle is a big reason for probably most people here
 
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doomofman

doomofman

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Oct 23, 2025
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I think you might be the only one, financial struggle is a big reason for probably most people here
Well even if they were richer they would still be miserable. Money is another distraction that anchors us to this garbage world for as long as the illusion last.
 
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MeSauce

MeSauce

Bored of Life.
Jun 1, 2023
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I come from a upper-middle class family and I still want to end it. Meaning isn't found in money.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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If I were you, I would donate this money to SaSu members who need it. Some members just want to ctb because of financial problems. You can save lives. Just asking a Paypal account.
To tell you the truth, my dream before dying is to win to the lottery, giving the money to SaSu members who need it and leaving this earth peacefully. Not for being a hero, i don't give a shit, but to do something good before dying.
 
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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
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Without a doubt, money is not going to make everyone happy. I can imagine that at different times in my life, I could have been loaded but still depressed and suicidal. Now that I'm older, I really think I could be satisfied living as a hermit, as long as I could pay all the bills and had enough to take care of cats. Priorities shift throughout life and there's no way to assess someone's feelings based on their bank account.

I wish there was a magic pill, but there's not. I wish you had more of what could make you happy, doomofman.
 
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doomofman

doomofman

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Oct 23, 2025
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I come from a upper-middle class family and I still want to end it. Meaning isn't found in money.
Correct
Without a doubt, money is not going to make everyone happy. I can imagine that at different times in my life, I could have been loaded but still depressed and suicidal. Now that I'm older, I really think I could be satisfied living as a hermit, as long as I could pay all the bills and had enough to take care of cats. Priorities shift throughout life and there's no way to assess someone's feelings based on their bank account.

I wish there was a magic pill, but there's not. I wish you had more of what could make you happy, doomofman.
What would make me happy is not to be born. As sophocles said
"Not to be born is best of all,
but if born, to return from whence one came as soon as possible."
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I am not rich at all. Just a middle class man, but since I'm going to be ctb in a 1-2 years, I'm currently spending my life savings like crazy. I live like a rich man... sort of lol

Here is a funny situation that is happening to me: when I go to eat in elite restaurants, I'm always the worst dressed person there. The waiters and guests always give me weird stares, because I'm dressed like a poor man, while all of them wear some armani or versace clothing. But I don't care. I want to live my fullest in the little time I have left.
 
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doomofman

doomofman

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Oct 23, 2025
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I am not rich at all. Just a middle class man, but since I'm going to be ctb in a 1-2 years, I'm currently spending my life savings like crazy. I live like a rich man... sort of lol

Here is a funny situation that is happening to me: when I go to eat in elite restaurants, I'm always the worst dressed person there. The waiters and guests always give me weird stares, because I'm dressed like a poor man, while all of them wear some armani or versace clothing. But I don't care. I want to live my fullest in the little time I have left.
I also do this i go to the most expensive restaurants dressed like a bum.
 
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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
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Correct

What would make me happy is not to be born. As sophocles said
"Not to be born is best of all,
but if born, to return from whence one came as soon as possible."
Well said, Sophocles.
And to think that people had pride bringing us into this world.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
219
I also do this i go to the most expensive restaurants dressed like a bum.
I don't care anymore how do I look, and I just don't have the strength to go and buy new clothing. Why should I bother to look pretty, when I'm so tired of everything and everyone.
My current clothing is so cheap, an entire meal I eat in those restaurants costs as much as all my clothing head to toe (except my shoes) lol
 
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doomofman

doomofman

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Oct 23, 2025
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I don't care anymore how do I look, and I just don't have the strength to go and buy new clothing. Why should I bother to look pretty, when I'm so tired of everything and everyone.
My current clothing is so cheap, an entire meal I eat in those restaurants costs as much as all my clothing head to toe (except my shoes) lol
I hate all pretensions and the clothes thing is affectatious.Live for yourself not for the impressions of others.
 
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Dot

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Jst an FYI

"DO NOT Sell, purchase, offer, gift, or request products, materials, or money."

slf hve feelng tht OP = goin2 b inund8td wth DMs

If I were you, I would donate this money to SaSu members who need it. Some members just want to ctb because of financial problems. You can save lives. Just asking a Paypal account.

& hw mny of thm wll b scammrs - th/ temptatn fr ££ alwys brngs out th/ wrse in ppl

& sasu usrs mght us tht ££ fr ctb rsourcs whch wld mke OP facilit8tr in suicde whch leavs thm leglly xposd
 
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Dante_

Dante_

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If I were you, I would donate this money to SaSu members who need it. Some members just want to ctb because of financial problems. You can save lives. Just asking a Paypal account.
Im sorry but that is THE worst and most irresponsible idea ever, you cannot place that kind of responsibility on someone.
 
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doomofman

doomofman

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Im sorry but that is THE worst and most irresponsible idea ever, you cannot place that kind of responsibility on someone.
people always beg on the internet
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

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Aug 26, 2024
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I grew up upper-middle-class, and I saw how unhappy and unsatisfied my parents were with their lives. Just because one family is richer than the other doesn't mean their happier. Money can be a comfort, but it's not everything. The only way you are truly rich is being surrounded by love and people who care about you.
 
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lost in the lilies

lost in the lilies

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Oct 22, 2025
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Despite being rich in my 20s i am miserable and hate this meaningless existence, i don't even desire to buy anything because materialistic consumption is not fulfilling. I was considering donating some of it to charities but most of them are a scum, i might just burn it all and die.
Maybe you could find some meaning in helping people in need? Similar to what someone said about donating to forum members whose reasons for wanting to CTB are mostly financial. Obviously you shouldn't restrict yourself to just the users in this forum, I'm sure there's also a lot of people around you who could probably use the help to varying degrees.

I'm not sure what your views or values are in this life, but I think anybody would agree that there is at least some meaning or satisfaction to be found in helping other people. Doesn't even have to come in the form of large handouts, I think just by being rich you have the opportunity to bless many people with random acts of kindness e.g. paying for someone's groceries, food & clothing for the homeless, helping someone pay their bills if they're struggling.. the list goes on. I suppose it would be particularly fitting now, with Christmas coming up soon.

Beats simply burning it all away, at least in my opinion.
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

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Nov 21, 2024
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I cannot tell if this is satire or not for the life of me, but if not, I have some legit actually good charities to recommend. Some that have helped me personally/that may help me in the future
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
219
I grew up upper-middle-class, and I saw how unhappy and unsatisfied my parents were with their lives. Just because one family is richer than the other doesn't mean their happier. Money can be a comfort, but it's not everything. The only way you are truly rich is being surrounded by love and people who care about you.
Totally agree with you. Having loads of money is meaningless if you are riddled with health issues and your in pain on a daily basis, or if you are surrounded with fake friends who like you only for your money.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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Hav mony this idea can expmnt can make prdct etc ctb ease, any any, mvmnt etc hlp ctb, many cncpt psbl
 
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justgarbage

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Nov 2, 2025
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Nope, cant afford even basic medical care anymore. I feel like money wouldn't fix my brain but could solve 80% of my problems. (Housing insecurity, lack of medical or mental health care, inability to pursue any dreams or hobbies including having a family. Its all worse poor.
 
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qewpie

qewpie

body so broken I AM IN HELL
Aug 3, 2025
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i have a somewhat large savings compared to most of my peers but money can't do anything for my health issues. in fact, having money to spend on non-prescribed meds enabled one of my most disastrous health issues to occur.

and now i have no income nor will i ever want to work again. what a life.
 
intr0verse

intr0verse

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Jan 29, 2021
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You could travel to South America in search of the "Elixir", it could be an "Indiana Jones"-like experience. Also, the charities don't have to be big names, just find a children hospital in your area that needs funding or an animal shelter, whatever small org. which does good.
 
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Gravand

Gravand

I wish you the best <3
Mar 14, 2023
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Financial struggles and seeing no obvious way out is maybe the biggest reason I want to go, that said I fully realise money won't buy happiness, it gives oppertunities, oppertunities to form a life you want to live
 
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BrainSplatter

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Oct 31, 2025
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I've been both homeless and rich, I had a 6 digit bank balance and still felt exactly the same way. Money feeds my drug and gambling addiction but I'm still in pain it's brought me a little more time in this cruel world but it's not enough to keep me here
 
doomofman

doomofman

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Message to others here, don't dm asking for money.
 
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