Any other NEETs here stuck and cant think of how to ctb?

[FadingDawn]

Title basically. Am a NEET of over 2-3 years; stuck here, living out in the country, no car or money; cant go anywhere to ctb... feel stuck with this honestly. I often thought about trying gettig out of NEETdom to increase my chances of ctb, which is certainly not a common reason lol.

 

[NaNO2_is_the_answer]

I am a neet for 5 years. SN from Poland or a rope are probably the cheapest options.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

i think my username will answer my being a NEET or not, haha.

the methods i've decided on are either jumping off a building, or taking a bunch of sleeping pills then getting in the bath to drown while unconscious.

 

[stuckinthemud]

What is a NEET ?

 

[boddibo]

What is a NEET ?

'Not in Education, Employment or Training'

I often thought about trying gettig out of NEETdom to increase my chances of ctb

I feel you, I'm stuck between wanting to get out the neetdom to hope it's gonna make me less suicidal because I hate myself for being a neet, and getting out the neetdom so it's just easier to ctb.

 

[FadingDawn]

i think my username will answer my being a NEET or not, haha.

the methods i've decided on are either jumping off a building, or taking a bunch of sleeping pills then getting in the bath to drown while unconscious.

mood. I've also considered jumpig; but you know, no easy access to sufficient places.

 

[Sluggish_Slump]

I was stuck as a NEET with only a rope at my disposal for a year but I couldn't do the hanging method so I got out of NEETdom (to working a minimum wage job) to try other methods that require spending money

 

[MeaningDork]

Title basically. Am a NEET of over 2-3 years; stuck here, living out in the country, no car or money; cant go anywhere to ctb... feel stuck with this honestly. I often thought about trying gettig out of NEETdom to increase my chances of ctb, which is certainly not a common reason lol.

Unfortunately it seems like we'll need a job to do anything nicely. That or wait for MAID to become accessible to the wider public.

 

[FadingDawn]

Unfortunately it seems like we'll need a job to do anything nicely. That or wait for MAID to become accessible to the wider public.

Even suicidde with any dignity or decency is behind a pay-wall, of miserable jobs that themselves probably suffice to drive some to suciide.

 

[longdeaddyingsoon]

i've been meet since mid october 2023, and i feel incredibly stuck. going out i feel so much shame, i feel shame facing my family/relatives, so i've spent so much time at home.

 

[drownll]

Title basically. Am a NEET of over 2-3 years; stuck here, living out in the country, no car or money; cant go anywhere to ctb... feel stuck with this honestly. I often thought about trying gettig out of NEETdom to increase my chances of ctb, which is certainly not a common reason lol.

Same here NEET for 1 year now it feels good to see someone else in the same situation
My biggest regret is to not have CTB when i was living alone, i had hope and couldn't imagine it would get worse.
I was about to go homeless and i considered CTBing but i pussied out and went back to my moms appartment, and now it's far worse than before and i was already in a shitty situation. I live with unbearable dirty people (i'm a cleanliness freak), in a decrepit shitty appartment with roaches, i don't even have a room i sleep in the living room on the floor. Like you no car, no money no friends no nothing. I play video games all day and that's what keeping me from impulsively hurting myself.
My plan is to go to the Marine sign a short contract, then when i'm out i will have a lot of money saved and live alone again, i hesitated for a long time because i wasn't mentally ready for the military, but recently i gathered all the documents and i will return the file tomorrow
If that doesn't work my mom will probably kick me out and then i will hang myself for good

 

[Unknown21]

Here.

 

[backtoearth]

I'm a NEET and have really bad agoraphobia but am too scared of CTB in my flat a my sibling cares for me and I really would hate for them to find me after. It really feels like an impossible situation and is filled with so much shame and self-hatred - at least we're not the only ones like this on here so it feels a little less lonely when I'm actually online

 

[FadingDawn]

i think my username will answer my being a NEET or not, haha.

the methods i've decided on are either jumping off a building, or taking a bunch of sleeping pills then getting in the bath to drown while unconscious.

afraid even to order SN, if could -- because I wouldnt be the one picking up the mail

 

[hikikomorizombie]

afraid even to order SN, if could -- because I wouldnt be the one picking up the mail

i've personally never been a fan of SN or hanging, which seem to be the most 2 popular methods on here for some reason. SN i can understand, just seems so unnecessarily complicated. hanging i don't get @ all.

 

[FadingDawn]

i've personally never been a fan of SN or hanging, which seem to be the most 2 popular methods on here for some reason. SN i can understand, just seems so unnecessarily complicated. hanging i don't get @ all.

what do you like?

 

[hikikomorizombie]

what do you like?

my dream method would be helium poisoning. painless, fast, & all tools are purchasable on Amazon, + much less conspicuous than ordering SN.

unfortunately that's not possible for me, as i'm broke & refuse to get a job again & go back into society. so the next best bet is jumping or sleeping pills + drowning.

 

[hopelessgirl]

Yes I'm a NEET for 3 years. My method is SN.

 

[DesperateOne]

Title basically. Am a NEET of over 2-3 years; stuck here, living out in the country, no car or money; cant go anywhere to ctb... feel stuck with this honestly. I often thought about trying gettig out of NEETdom to increase my chances of ctb, which is certainly not a common reason lol.

I'm thinking of a rope, bottle of wine and benzos. Wait for summer when its warm (i have no desire to CTB in cold weather), go deep within the forest at like 9pm when most people are going to sleep for their jobs/school next day, feel the sun last time on my skin and then chug the bottle of wine + benzos. Finally once waiting for the effects place the noose around my neck, chill a bit in SS chat then once I feel super confused/out of it, just kick the bucket.

That or muster up the courage to take SN if it successfully comes, but I think the SI will make me call the ambulance.

 

[FadingDawn]

my dream method would be helium poisoning. painless, fast, & all tools are purchasable on Amazon, + much less conspicuous than ordering SN.

unfortunately that's not possible for me, as i'm broke & refuse to get a job again & go back into society. so the next best bet is jumping or sleeping pills + drowning.

I'd love to jump; but honestly, i live out in the middle of nowhere -- cant drive etc etc etc,

 

[DesperateOne]

afraid even to order SN, if could -- because I wouldnt be the one picking up the mail

Mine will come to PO Box.

 

[FadingDawn]

Yes I'm a NEET for 3 years. My method is SN.

are you confident no one in your house -- i presume, being a neet, it's likely you live with others -- will be inquistive about, or recieve the package of SN themselves?

 

[Adûnâi]

I was a full-time NEET (xd) from 2016 to mid 2018, over 2.5 years. But I was effectively a NEET from mid 2014 to mid 2022 (8 years). With online classes in spring 2023, so I was again a NEET in some capacity. That said, I don't leave my room aside from for class, and I have never opened my mouth to talk to my peers, so I'm still a shut-in effectively.

My mom pays rent for me, so I live alone. And SN here is super cheap - and I had some left-over scholarship money.

 

[kane9191kosugi]

I have been a NEET for basically my entire life, considering I haven't even tried to get employed due to my developmental and mental disability lol.

I went to get a PhD just because I knew I won't be able to function well in a social environment. And I was sadly right. I didn't give a single shit about a degree because I knew I wouldn't be able to get a job anyways. It was my last ditch effort to escape from society, and now that it's over, I'm basically a NEET.

Hopefully I can get some kind of welfare or disability pension soon lol.
Not that it won't change my inevitable ctb because there is no way I will be alive in my 40's (and dare I say my 30's lol).