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Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
- May 19, 2020
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Why used to be?I used to be because I wanted to crash my brain and organs physically completely so that they can't get revived at all.
Your dog would be traumatized. Anyway jumping is the best method. I fear the impact though. My bridge is around 800 feet. I read about a guy who jumped off the GGB for fun and he said it felt like getting hit by a truck. I suppose we'll just feel a lot of pressure and then pass out.For me, it's because it's the simplest, I'm not afraid of heights, nothing needed to prepare, and if I wanted to do it impulsively I could. I used to consider doing it by firearm, but after being involuntary hospitalized I can't purchase a firearm making it a much more difficult choice.
I've always felt drawn to the edges of high places. I went to grand canyon, and found the edges with the steepest fall had the best views.
I'm planning on bungee jumping from another bridge that's around the same height as the one I've chosen. I've always wanted to do it along with sky-diving, but never had a friend that was interested. And only it was only recent years that I became comfortable and free doing things alone.
My jump location means some poor soul will have to find me, but they chose to live right next to the local suicide bridge. And I prefer that then doing it in front of my dog.
Was afraid of it and could never jump off. SI kicked in every time I tried to attempt. Didn't know since I've never been afraid of heights. And now it's summer, tree branches grew and they'll probably block my way anyways...Why used to be?
Your dog would be traumatized. Anyway jumping is the best method. I fear the impact though. My bridge is around 800 feet. I read about a guy who jumped off the GGB for fun and he said it felt like getting hit by a truck. I suppose we'll just feel a lot of pressure and then pass out.
The Pasadena bridge with all the glowing lamps? That bridge is like 150 ft. Too risky. Also landing on concrete bothers me. That guy who jumped off an overpass ended up in a wheelchair. Judging by his picture, he wouldn't have been able to climb the barrier at the Pasadena bridge.At 800ft, I feel like by the time it would take your mind to register impact you'd already be out, and the GGB is only like a quarter of that and I think I read that the few that have survived that the bridge jumped feet first. I think it's better to fall backward.
Anyway, My bridge is much lower, but no real survivors in Pasadena, CA. I think the story goes is that the only survivor was a mother who tossed her infant child before jumping. The baby landed in a tree, no harm but the mom still died. I'm still gonna try and make sure it's a headfirst dive though. I thought a man survived it, but it turns out it was an overpass that was just a 10-minute walk away which makes it a really odd choice.
Have you ever considered any other methods?
Cops are only a problem if the person isn't quick and to the point. Some people dawdle and think about their life bringing up sad memories, etc and then get caught.I have flatmates so I can't go at home. Jumping seems like the most reasonable method but I'm not sure I can work up the grit to do it. I scoped out the local suicide bridge but apparently just a lone person looking over the side was enough to get cops called on me.
Why have you chosen this method over the others?
The other options can fail and badly.I have done ton of research on other methods but they seem so complicated and I don't have the resources. Jumping seems to be my only option.
Nice view! If you jump you will most likey land on the street (even if you try not to). So I would jump only if there is no car parked (minus the silver and blue car).I live in NYC in a high rise with a terrace. 9th floor. Though I've read you have to jump from the 10th for certain death.
On a bad note, I live in Midtown so I'd be very upset if I hit someone or someone had to find me if I Midsommar'd it.
Attached pic is the view looking down from my terrace just now. Apologies for triggering anyone.
How were you stopped? Is it because you lingered too long?I once managed to get to a bridge, the second time was the most serious but I was stopped, damn it.
For me standing on the edge, looking down into potential oblivion, seeing the moon high above me, the water far below, it was so quiet, I felt almost complete, I felt no fear, No sense of SI, nothing, When one foot went to go off the bridge, I felt nothing but peace.
SN would have been an option but not any longer.
You could land on a car and live.I live in NYC in a high rise with a terrace. 9th floor. Though I've read you have to jump from the 10th for certain death.
On a bad note, I live in Midtown so I'd be very upset if I hit someone or someone had to find me if I Midsommar'd it.
Attached pic is the view looking down from my terrace just now. Apologies for triggering anyone.
You should wear earphones and play James Bond music during your mission lolThe only pretty high place in my town that i have some access is the public hospital .it has 7 high stores and pretty high launge which i think it makes it somewhere 25 to 30 meters . access is only if i go inside as a guest for some patient go to the emergency stairs which is prohibeted and run to the roof and jump at a small concrete place right outside the emergency where is people waiting and the ambulance passing.i have to be sure and It has to be like a james bond movie and if i chicken when i reach the roof everything is over. they will catch me .also now with the corona they dont allow guests as easily as before corona. Secret mission
How were you stopped? Is it because you lingered too long?
I think bridges were meant to be jumped off of and not walked over lol.-raises hand-
Because its fast and reliable, and doesnt need any preparation other than having balls of steel
Because its bloody and very lethal, and Im extremely masochistic. Drinking N and dying peacefully is something I dont think is for me? (I know Im fucked in the head)
And because Im utterly obssessed with bridges
Soon as i got to the bridge the fucking public where stopping cars, then the police turned up, 8 hours later (yes 8 hours as i for some reason had it in my head they would go and leave me) , anyway, i thought fuck it im gone, went to go off the bridge literally one foot walking, to be told (screamed at!) that my brother was there. No way in hell was i going to let him see that, next thing him and some bloke were dragging me off!
Ive posted my blog link about it many a times on this forum
You stood on the bridge for 8 hrs? How long initially were you standing there before someone called and what were you doing that was suspicious?