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Area Man

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I'm talking about the sort of humiliation that there is no coming back from. People who loved you and trusted you will no longer see you in the same way ever again. Something you regarded as a secret within a secret, something dark and disturbing has been leaked to the public and everyone talks about it. You don't have any secrets anymore.

I did not get revealed for any illegal or anything that would hurt anyone but I did have stuff I'd rather stay private like most other people do. People who shouldn't be finding out are now finding out and it makes the multitude of other problems I have whole magnitudes worse. I've already been slandered as a creep due to my appearance, being autistic and having developed severe Visual OCD so I obsess over staring at people's privates and at peripheral vision. It all became so high profile because my phone got hacked and, though I'm not certain of it due to gaslighting and limited social media access, a lot of personal information was leaked and used to destroy my reputation. Pure malice as motivation.

Now due to my shitty life circumstances and now yet another 'leak' that is spreading and claims to reveal my porn preferences to the world I'm starting to think 2022, the year I had hoped would begin a repair of previous damage done, will instead be the year that finally does me in.

Any one else here have a similar story with doxxing and public humiliation? Any mistakes you regret? Any secrets that slipped?

I want this to be a discussion.
 
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xLosthopex

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That really sucks I'm sorry that happened to you
I also have OCD and autism and relate to some of the feelings you've mentioned
I actually listened to a podcast yesterday that covered this topic coincidentally! I'll share it here just in case you're interested (I find this podcast really great in general too)
 
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noname223

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I don't share some thoughts on here because I could imagine I get doxxed in the future. I try to be careful but there is still this off-chance.
 
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Area Man

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Mar 31, 2021
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I don't share some thoughts on here because I could imagine I get doxxed in the future. I try to be careful but there is still this off-chance.

I was taking a bit of a risk but considering what has already transpired I don't think it would change that much. I'll maybe reword some of it to play it a bit safer.
That really sucks I'm sorry that happened to you
I also have OCD and autism and relate to some of the feelings you've mentioned
I actually listened to a podcast yesterday that covered this topic coincidentally! I'll share it here just in case you're interested (I find this podcast really great in general too)


Thanks for the podcast! I'm giving it a listen.

Happy to reach out to you xLosthopesx as I fellow autistic OCD sufferer. It is a hard struggle and a shame we have found ourselves here. My particular form of OCD makes the ostracism I get for being autistic much worse. It doesn't take much to piss people off if you are me! I have a bit of a crisis over whether I deserve my perpetual humiliation or whether I deserve a fresh start. If I'm sticking around then I have no choice but to accept some version of the latter is out there.
 
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Area Man

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Really good podcast that was! I've probably got CPTSD as well several times over. They did a good run through of it.
 
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Aug 25, 2020
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ye a few times, it was funny actually. the real people stay no matter wut . unless u were gross and shady man who talks behind the back about everyone:3
 
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Area Man

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ye a few times, it was funny actually. the real people stay no matter wut . unless u were gross and shady man who talks behind the back about everyone:3

What's this a reference to? You're being a little vague.
 

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