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iloverachel

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Mar 7, 2024
1,218
The global number of deaths per day is 150,000.

I am certain a large portion of those who die each day want to live, so why do they get to die and not me!?

Why can't I be that guy who got struck by lightning and died. Or that guy who had a bus accidentally swerve and hit him killing him instantly? Or the unfortunate victim of an armed robber who shot me in the head?

Please if there is a God out there, PICK ME TO DIE ALREADY!!!!!
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,801
Yes, I get jealous of those who died too as it means they no longer have to suffer. There just isn't any way for me to not be jealous as they aren't suffering anymore
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,218
Yes, I get jealous of those who died too as it means they no longer have to suffer. There just isn't any way for me to not be jealous as they aren't suffering anymore
Love your username by the way. I can totally relate
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,054
I really envy those people, to me they are the only fortunate ones. I see nothing desirable about suffering in this meaningless existence, I envy those who die as now they are eternally unaware of the evil that is existence. To exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking experiencing much worse suffering at any moment and I don't want to suffer in any way, instead I just wish for the peace of eternal nothingness.
 
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rottenflesh

rottenflesh

Member
Jan 8, 2024
61
everytime i see someone posting here about how they got a gun. its gonna be so fast and painless oh my god i need it
 
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astonishedturnip

astonishedturnip

Like Christine Chubbuck, but sadder
Jan 16, 2024
247
I follow a subreddit that has deaths of accidents (usually traffic or workplace) and tbh I'm so frustrated that people who weren't ready to die, get erased from this world because of a momentary lapse in concentration, or worse yet, someone else wasn't paying attention. Just a minor mistake and they're gone. Probably just wanted the day to be over so they could go back to their lives and families... Yet I pray for my heart to stop, or a meteor to blow me to smithereens, NIGHTLY and the universe just leaves me on read. Like, I know life is unfair but that's just plain sadistic. Life should allow us to donate our lives to someone who needs it more.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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Ya
 
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halleyscomet

halleyscomet

halley
Mar 26, 2024
307
I think for me, I get more jealous of the attention the deceased receive.

Like, when somebody dies everyone suddenly loves them and cares about them.

Like I'm literally right fucking here, pretty much dead already because I'm on the verge of suicide but nobody cares.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Yes i would switch places with them no problem.
 
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davidtorez

davidtorez

Wizard
Mar 8, 2024
648
Most definitely jealous of the dead and gone
 
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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
609
The global number of deaths per day is 150,000.

I am certain a large portion of those who die each day want to live, so why do they get to die and not me!?

Why can't I be that guy who got struck by lightning and died. Or that guy who had a bus accidentally swerve and hit him killing him instantly? Or the unfortunate victim of an armed robber who shot me in the head?

Please if there is a God out there, PICK ME TO DIE ALREADY!!!!!
I do. I also grow jealous of those with terminal illness as it means they don't have long and would maybe be eligible for assisted dying criteria.
 
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denpa girl

denpa girl

The ropes hang to keep us all awake
Mar 29, 2024
37
Of course
 
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arthurkuzechov

arthurkuzechov

Student
Mar 15, 2024
100
The global number of deaths per day is 150,000.

I am certain a large portion of those who die each day want to live, so why do they get to die and not me!?

Why can't I be that guy who got struck by lightning and died. Or that guy who had a bus accidentally swerve and hit him killing him instantly? Or the unfortunate victim of an armed robber who shot me in the head?

Please if there is a God out there, PICK ME TO DIE ALREADY!!!!!
Wow! Same, man! XD WHY I'M STILL ALIVE?! I'm so unlucky( 😅
 
Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
852
Yes. Every time I read/hear about someone dying I think "lucky you, your fight is over."
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
308
The global number of deaths per day is 150,000.

I am certain a large portion of those who die each day want to live, so why do they get to die and not me!?

Why can't I be that guy who got struck by lightning and died. Or that guy who had a bus accidentally swerve and hit him killing him instantly? Or the unfortunate victim of an armed robber who shot me in the head?

Please if there is a God out there, PICK ME TO DIE ALREADY!!!!!
Yes
It's comforting to see everything I write about here
Or in my journal
Other people think the same as me
It's like a sigh of relief
 
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Gonnerr

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Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Life sucks. A lot.
 
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hollywhite13

Member
Apr 4, 2024
38
Yes, I get jealous of those who died too as it means they no longer have to suffer. There just isn't any way for me to not be jealous as they aren't suffering anymore
I feel totally like this.
 
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greebo6

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Sep 11, 2020
1,664
Generally yes , but even more jealous of those who go instantly or painlessly.
 
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