byec560
Member
- May 11, 2026
- 10
I've developed a little bit of a bad habit recently of selling/donating/giving away my possessions. It started when I was having one of my stupid crashouts and I spontaneously decided that I was going to throw away all of my drawings and sketchbooks because I didn't want people to see them after I died. Then I started plotting the sale of my collectibles, and after that I donated my entire book collection. I've been using the excuse that I'm moving (which is true provided I don't CTB before then), but I wonder how long people will keep believing that. Now that I've calmed down I don't know if I have the guts to kill myself because I didn't have the courage to follow through last time and I just went to crazy jail. But I've kept on doing it because I kinda like the empty feeling I get after getting rid of something that I like. Almost as if I'm working toward something. Anybody else have similar experiences?
