Any methods to make yourself permanently mute?

[BackpackBones]

Despite this thread on surface level not fitting with the theme of ctb, I find it strangely appropriate as I find half of the suggested methods (mainly the ones with chemicals) to make oneself permanently mute risk fatality. Still, if people are not comfortable with such a subject remaining on this forum I'd be okay with this being deleted.
For years now I've wanted to go through with losing my voice as I find myself hating the obligations involved in communication. I do not like having a voice and I wish I could never speak. Moreover, I never like the things I have to say or that I chose to say. I feel like being able to speak is at times a much greater pain than no communication at all.
Any chemical suggestions/ methods for how to induce this? (preferably one which does not involve surgery and one which lacks in other long lasting or permanent effects. If a method results in ctb, that is fine).

 

[sserafim]

I've wondered this as well. People (my mom lol) force me to speak by replying to them and lately I don't even have the energy to talk because my throat hurts.

 

[R_N]

You know what is crazy? Imagine suddenly not talking/responding to anyone, I bet they would lock us up at worst and consider us a threat just because we refuse to interact.

 

[tinyghost]

You know what is crazy? Imagine suddenly not talking/responding to anyone, I bet they would lock us up at worst and consider us a threat just because we refuse to interact.

it can be symptoms of schizophrenia, catatonia & alogia. i have been hospitalized in part for it lol.

i understand how you feel, op. sometimes i cant speak no matter how hard i try, and trying is pure torture. i wish everyone would just give up. even text messages are impossible. i dont know if theres any way to safely disable your voice box though. it seems very risky, you could easily do a lot more damage than just to your voice. any chemicals you swallow will damage your esophagus and stomach, and probably not even touch your larynx.

 

[Spiritual survivor]

Despite this thread on surface level not fitting with the theme of ctb, I find it strangely appropriate as I find half of the suggested methods (mainly the ones with chemicals) to make oneself permanently mute risk fatality. Still, if people are not comfortable with such a subject remaining on this forum I'd be okay with this being deleted.
For years now I've wanted to go through with losing my voice as I find myself hating the obligations involved in communication. I do not like having a voice and I wish I could never speak. Moreover, I never like the things I have to say or that I chose to say. I feel like being able to speak is at times a much greater pain than no communication at all.
Any chemical suggestions/ methods for how to induce this? (preferably one which does not involve surgery and one which lacks in other long lasting or permanent effects. If a method results in ctb, that is fine).

U could just stop talking like pretend u lost your voice and u have no idea what happened. Fake it till everyone believes it. Eventually if u stop talking, u might lose the ability all together, and vocal cords will atrophy from lack of use.