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thefinalfavour

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Inert Gas and SN are both viable in India it seems.

Personally, I would love to go with Nembutal. Is there any way to get it here in India by illegal or unethical means?

Are there any other reliable and peaceful methods which are easier to execute here as things are a bit more lax compared to other countries?
 
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auto138491

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Jun 21, 2025
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My first choice is CO, to look like an accident. If that doesnt work out, then He.
 
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I don't speak for all so I'm just asking. isn't hanging primarily common in India?
 
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AZRAEL600

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Sep 19, 2025
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Inert Gas and SN are both viable in India it seems.

Personally, I would love to go with Nembutal. Is there any way to get it here in India by illegal or unethical means?

Are there any other reliable and peaceful methods which are easier to execute here as things are a bit more lax compared to other countries?
Where can you buy inert gas in India?
 
deadzombie6

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Exhausted
Oct 15, 2024
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Im thinking of going with SN , i don't think nembutal is easy to find almost nearly impossible
 
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aditya_garg

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Sep 26, 2024
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Sn as it's available from chemical shops , nembutal is almost impossible to get
 
ringo99

ringo99

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Apr 18, 2023
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Going with SN. For the time being, it's easy to get and I already have a 500ml bottle. Just need a little more time to set a few things in order and I'll be ready to go. Nembutal is pretty much impossible to get in India. The only way to get it seems to be through criminal networks or shady contacts in the medical field and there's absolutely no way I'm risking that.

Not sure how to get inert gas without raising suspicions. The only ones seem to be industrial suppliers since the balloon canisters sold on e commerce sites are only 80% helium which isn't a lethal dose.
 
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thefinalfavour

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Apr 4, 2024
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Have you been able to find it in India?
Going with SN. For the time being, it's easy to get and I already have a 500ml bottle. Just need a little more time to set a few things in order and I'll be ready to go. Nembutal is pretty much impossible to get in India. The only way to get it seems to be through criminal networks or shady contacts in the medical field and there's absolutely no way I'm risking that.

Not sure how to get inert gas without raising suspicions. The only ones seem to be industrial suppliers since the balloon canisters sold on e commerce sites are only 80% helium which isn't a lethal dose.
Inert Gas should not be too hard i guess. I don't think the suppliers are gonna care as long as you have the money to pay for it. This is India after all. Although, you are gonna have to make sure you are getting the purity you want as higher chances of being scammed here. The recent Helium CA suicide which the media broadcasted all over might have made suppliers more cautious tho. Still, it's a difficult method to execute and I m leaning towards SN too. What about benzos? Have you been able to procure them?
 
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deathisapanacea

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Mar 10, 2025
197
SN is readily available and so are anti emetics and benzos. Makes it a good option in India. But I can't do it because of fear of failure.

Inert gas seems like an engineering project. Too lazy and unfocused to pull it off. However, I guess we can get the entire kit done by a welder for good money. Have to explore that option.

People from North, How easy is it to get a gun in Ghaziabad ? A good gun that can kill.

Day by day my frustration is mounting over not being able to end it.
 
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thefinalfavour

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Apr 4, 2024
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SN is readily available and so are anti emetics and benzos. Makes it a good option in India. But I can't do it because of fear of failure.

Inert gas seems like an engineering project. Too lazy and unfocused to pull it off. However, I guess we can get the entire kit done by a welder for good money. Have to explore that option.

People from North, How easy is it to get a gun in Ghaziabad ? A good gun that can kill.

Day by day my frustration is mounting over not being able to end it.
Don't you need a prescription to acquire Benzos? How are they readily available? Is there still a chance of failure with SN even if u do the entire procedure by the book?
 
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deathisapanacea

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Mar 10, 2025
197
Don't you need a prescription to acquire Benzos? How are they readily available? Is there still a chance of failure with SN even if u do the entire procedure by the book?
Yes. You need prescription for benzos but you can just go to a psychiatrist and feign depression and lack of sleep and they will in all likelihood write benzos.
 
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telekon

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Feb 5, 2025
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I don't speak for all so I'm just asking. isn't hanging primarily common in India?
Yes I've also seen a disproportionate number of train suicides coming from India
 
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unique_user

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Jan 9, 2025
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nitrogen is easy. i prepared about what questions ill be asked. i went to an industrial supplier asked him for food grade nitrogen. he asked me for what and i said i want it for beer. he said many people buy for beer and he gave me a form to fill and thats it. i have to get a refill because i used up more than half for testing
Inert gas seems like an engineering project. Too lazy and unfocused to pull it off. However, I guess we can get the entire kit done by a welder for good money. Have to explore that option.
yes, nitrogen can become an engineering project. i can help make it a bit easy but u still have to do some DIY

read about my setup here
 
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Oct 21, 2025
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Indian here ig, i'm going with a helium exit bag, in about three days. got all the shit i'll need.
 
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lunar02102009

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Apr 12, 2025
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Inert Gas and SN are both viable in India it seems.

Personally, I would love to go with Nembutal. Is there any way to get it here in India by illegal or unethical means?

Are there any other reliable and peaceful methods which are easier to execute here as things are a bit more lax compared to other countries?
Hey im from india , gases are viable here except helium , you cant get it anywhere and as for SN its hard to get a good purity
Your best bet would be CO or N
 
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Oct 21, 2025
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Where can you buy inert gas in India?
A lotta places, but your best bet would be gas agencies (local or from other cities) because they offer industrial grade gases. (That's where i got my helium from) And if you're lucky, the same gas agency might also sell you a cheap regulator. Oh and about the suppliers, most of them stop giving a fuck after you tell them its for "personal" use.
 
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deathisapanacea

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Mar 10, 2025
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nitrogen is easy. i prepared about what questions ill be asked. i went to an industrial supplier asked him for food grade nitrogen. he asked me for what and i said i want it for beer. he said many people buy for beer and he gave me a form to fill and thats it. i have to get a refill because i used up more than half for testing

yes, nitrogen can become an engineering project. i can help make it a bit easy but u still have to do some DIY

read about my setup here
Useful info bro. I still have many stupid questions. I will DM you.
 
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thefinalfavour

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Apr 4, 2024
62
Indian here ig, i'm going with a helium exit bag, in about three days. got all the shit i'll need.
Hey, can u tell about what size helium cylinder u bought and if they also provided a regulator with flowmeter? How much did that cost overall?

And have you constructed a proper exit bag? I am not very good at such stuff and the video which i saw of making it seemed confusing.
Hey im from india , gases are viable here except helium , you cant get it anywhere and as for SN its hard to get a good purity
Your best bet would be CO or N
Seems like you have got it backwards. I don't think Helium is difficult to get. Plenty of people have CTBd with helium in india and even in this thread people have procured it. And SN is also available to buy readily over the web with a purity of 95-99 percent which is what you need.

N is impossible to get it seems.
 
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Hey, can u tell about what size helium cylinder u bought and if they also provided a regulator with flowmeter? How much did that cost overall?

And have you constructed a proper exit bag? I am not very good at such stuff and the video which i saw of making it seemed confusing.

Seems like you have got it backwards. I don't think Helium is difficult to get. Plenty of people have CTBd with helium in india and even in this thread people have procured it. And SN is also available to buy readily over the web with a purity of 95-99 percent which is what you need.

N is impossible to get it seems.
It's a 10L cylinder of industrial helium with a 99.99% purity level, and no i had to get a fairly cheap regulator shipped separately from a different city. The overall cost was about 10k INR. I did consider making an actual exit bag at first, but then decided i'll be using an oxygen mask with a hose connected to the regulator, cause i find that to be a comfier option.
 
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thefinalfavour

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Apr 4, 2024
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It's a 10L cylinder of industrial helium with a 99.99% purity level, and no i had to get a fairly cheap regulator shipped separately from a different city. The overall cost was about 10k INR. I did consider making an actual exit bag at first, but then decided i'll be using an oxygen mask with a hose connected to the regulator, cause i find that to be a comfier option.
I see. Did you need to buy any additional parts to connect the regulator to the cylinder or the hose to the regulator or did everything fit on its own? I have been searching online but don't really see cheap options for regulator with a flowmeter for helium and nitrogen but they are readily available for argon tho, did you find yours online only or had to make use of offline contacts?

And from what i have read, using a bag is highly recommended as the mask does not create a perfect seal, so recommend taking another look at that.
 
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Oct 22, 2025
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It's a 10L cylinder of industrial helium with a 99.99% purity level, and no i had to get a fairly cheap regulator shipped separately from a different city. The overall cost was about 10k INR. I did consider making an actual exit bag at first, but then decided i'll be using an oxygen mask with a hose connected to the regulator, cause i find that to be a comfier option.
Hi there i read your posts recently.I am indian too considering sn .
 
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Oct 21, 2025
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I see. Did you need to buy any additional parts to connect the regulator to the cylinder or the hose to the regulator or did everything fit on its own? I have been searching online but don't really see cheap options for regulator with a flowmeter for helium and nitrogen but they are readily available for argon tho, did you find yours online only or had to make use of offline contacts?

And from what i have read, using a bag is highly recommended as the mask does not create a perfect seal, so recommend taking another look at that.
No, the regulator connects to the cylinder on its own and the hose does take a bit of effort but fits fine as well. I managed to find my equipment online after hours of searching and calling up lots of gas agencies/companies.

Yes i'm aware of that, and i do have a bag with me currently in case i need it. I plan on testing out the mask a bit (without letting the gas flow) and figuring out which would work best for me first, then go through with it.
Hi there i read your posts recently.I am indian too considering sn .
Hello, it's always nice to see fellow indians here. I hope you find the resources that you're looking for, and i wish you the best.
 
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unique_user

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Useful info bro. I still have many stupid questions. I will DM you.
sure

It's a 10L cylinder of industrial helium with a 99.99% purity level, and no i had to get a fairly cheap regulator shipped separately from a different city. The overall cost was about 10k INR. I did consider making an actual exit bag at first, but then decided i'll be using an oxygen mask with a hose connected to the regulator, cause i find that to be a comfier option.
i tried the oxygen mask only option. it doesnt work. u can read about it here
N is impossible to get it seems.
nitrogen is a lot easy. go to any industrial gas supplier u can get it u want a type b cylinder which is about 3 feet. u can read more here
...but they are readily available for argon tho ...
nitrogen and argon cylinders both use argon regulator. im using argon regulator with my nitrogen cylinder. it is available on amazon, flipkart or ur local welder or gas supplier
 
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nitrogen is a lot easy. go to any industrial gas supplier u can get it u want a type b cylinder which is about 3 feet. u can read more
I believe there's been some misunderstanding. Afaik N stands for Nembutal/Pentobarbital, which is definitely not easy to aquire.
 
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