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Mackerel
New Member
- Jan 27, 2026
- 3
I'm an uni student and literally have been abused my whole life emotionally and physically, Im away from my family and very close to being homeless even though I work 3 jobs and Im failing my classes. I cannot do it anymore and it will never get better im planing to do it with SN or N, the thing is I can buy N off the deep web but Im scared that I will get scammed so I will be homeless and alive
š«©, I dont want it to hurt, Im also planning to do it with SN but I'm scared because what if I throw up, get found, and I don't know much about SN such as how long it takes until it starts working. If anyone has some painless methods and some that my family and friend doesn't find out that im weak and dead. I live in an county wich has really strict drug, gun whatsoever laws