StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Afternoon: 4 to 6 beers
Evening: 1 to 2 bottles of red wine

I understand this is not sustainable in terms of longer term health but I really don't have anything to incentivize to be more healthy.
Additionally, when my Stasi mother isn't cooking I'm ordering pizza and that's about 3 to 4 times a week.
My breakfast consists of fags, a cup of coffee and pint of water. I haven't worked out in a very long time and it's only matter of time before I suffer a stroke.
This is not good for health or money, but whats the point so fuck it..

Cheers (on my first beer now)
 
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LastLoveLetter

LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
657
Yes, another daily drinker here. I have rum or liquor in my coffee during the day. Often, I need a shot just to get moving in the morning because it's the only thing I have that takes the edge off the physical and psychological pain, just enough to move. Then I have more rum in the evenings. Sometimes mixed with flavoured soda water, other times on its own.

It upsets me occasionally, because I used to have a heavy drinking problem, and I succeeded in finally stopping entirely in 2018, only to return to alcohol this year. However, it is one of the few things that bring me some comfort in my remaining time here, so I allow myself to indulge in it.
 
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darkwater

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
245
If you wont to stop drinking but still feel good try kratom.
It can't kill you, unlike other opioids and probably does not do any harm to health. When I don't have any, I
immediately start craving wine again.

If I drink more than one bottle of wine I feel like a piece of shit and lose all self-respect.
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
5,739
Extremely based, I drink about once or twice per month. Sometimes I go months without drinking, sometimes I just have one beer. I have gotten blackout drunk one or two times whilst browsing the forum tbh. I can't drink that much since I'm trying to get lean and fit, but if the "fuck-it" part of my brain gets triggered I'll hit the liquor store and there's no telling what I might bring back.
 
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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
Afternoon: 4 to 6 beers
Evening: 1 to 2 bottles of red wine

I understand this is not sustainable in terms of longer term health but I really don't have anything to incentivize to be more healthy.
Additionally, when my Stasi mother isn't cooking I'm ordering pizza and that's about 3 to 4 times a week.
My breakfast consists of fags, a cup of coffee and pint of water. I haven't worked out in a very long time and it's only matter of time before I suffer a stroke.
This is not good for health or money, but whats the point so fuck it..

Cheers (on my first beer now)
I don't drink every day, but I'm a binge drinker when I start.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
I drink about a bottle of wine/6 beers/ half a bottle of rum a day. It makes me calm down. But I have gained so much weight from this. Still, I can't stop.
 
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darkwater

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
245
It doesn't help if you live in a country where you can get a bottle of wine for 4€.
 
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life-eternal

Student
Nov 11, 2020
115
Afternoon: 4 to 6 beers
Evening: 1 to 2 bottles of red wine

I understand this is not sustainable in terms of longer term health but I really don't have anything to incentivize to be more healthy.
Additionally, when my Stasi mother isn't cooking I'm ordering pizza and that's about 3 to 4 times a week.
My breakfast consists of fags, a cup of coffee and pint of water. I haven't worked out in a very long time and it's only matter of time before I suffer a stroke.
This is not good for health or money, but whats the point so fuck it..

Cheers (on my first beer now)
I was until I run out of money. Moment I get money again i am going back to alcohol of course
 
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orlandom

orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
514
Yes, I drink almost every day. Beer or wine. Sometimes strong alcohol is 40% distillate.

I used to go to the gym all the time.
I felt great in the gym 4 times a week. Alcohol was taboo.

But because of the deep depression now it is.

This is the only thing that drowns out the pain inside me.

I have deliberately given up on antidepressants that impair your sex drive (huge risk). And finally I started to sleep normally. I don't take pills at all. My choice is my treatment.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,045
I used to binge drink heavily last year and before. Now, I can't stand the hangovers and the depression is just awful. However, I do still crave it and sometimes I give into those urges. I drink Kratom tea everyday and I would recommend it to people who are trying to taper off drink and/or drugs.
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
I used to go to the gym all the time.
Gyms are evil money grabbing bastards, almost as bad as phone providers.

I once signed up because friends were going there, got some skin issues and couldn't use the machines, tried to cancel contract - not possible and ended up paying a years of gym fees for nothing.

Before that I relied mostly on my own personalized workout regiment which consisted of a combination of training methods from the French sport of Le parkour, the US military and Bruce Lee.

That training was far more effective (for me) even had a six-pack (now I just look like 4.5 months pregnant).
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,045
Gyms are evil money grabbing bastards, almost as bad as phone providers.

I once signed up because friends were going there, got some skin issues and couldn't use the machines, tried to cancel contract - not possible and ended up paying a years of gym fees for nothing.

Before that I relied mostly on my own personalized workout regiment which consisted of a combination of training methods from the French sport of Le parkour, the US military and Bruce Lee.

That training was far more effective (for me) even had a six-pack (now I just look like 4.5 months pregnant).
Yeah, I can't stand gym memberships either. I have a rowing machine (barely used) that would help with my weight loss regime. I am also eating less and taking meal replacements like slim fast shakes and meal bars. They are helping a lot. I put an enormous amount of weight on in recent years but being fat doesn't suit me and getting around is a lot more painful.
 
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BrokenArrow

BrokenArrow

Student
Feb 6, 2021
175
I go through bursts where I drink every day, maybe 2 or 3 days in a row. I try to have 4 or 5 dry days per week.

I pounded tons of beer last week Mon-Fri, so I'm currently on day 7 of no booze and dieting as well.

You'd better believe the last week or 2 before I CTB will be a fuckin' blur though.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
Another thing that I've noticed is that after drinking I feel really uncomfortable going out. I feel like everybody knows I'm drunk.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
I used to drink every single day but I only got fatter, wasted all my money, fucked up my liver and felt more suicidal because of the terrible daily hangovers.

Now, I only drink on Saturdays!
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
I am, I drink 3-4 beers and a few shots of vodka every day. On weekends I drink till I pass out. Although Norway has one of the highest alcohol prices, I don't really care. My savings are lowering dramatically fast but again, I don't care.
 
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hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
If I could afford to drink daily, I probably would, but I also hate hangovers so maybe not daily.. but every other day? Oh well.. I'm too broke anyway.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Yeah but isn't that the point?

In my case, I drink to escape to another reality and be happy. It's the only way I have to smile these days.

Although I would like to die while drinking and being happy, waiting for death with my open arms!
 
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nolongerhuman

nolongerhuman

Arcanist
Feb 9, 2021
497
Ive become a daily drinker over the last couple of weeks. It's the only anti-anxiety drug that has actually worked for me (I can't smoke weed because of my countries stupid laws and my job filed, sadly). It's usually 2 ciders or so (I am small). I want to die less while intoxicated... most of the time.
 
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Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
308
I used to be a binge drinker, basically it didn't matter what time of day that I drank but when I did I downed whatever I could get my hands on.
Miss drinking very much but being broker than ever made me stop.
 
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eclipse

eclipse

Member
Apr 14, 2021
38
I drink 2 litres of discounter white wine almost every day (about 6 days a week). I'd actually prefer beer or whisky or whatever, but that's the cheapest alcohol per euro ratio available here. I don't really have a desire to stop because I don't see the bad part about destroying myself.

It doesn't help if you live in a country where you can get a bottle of wine for 4€.
Those 2L of wine are 2 euros over here... and a bottle of discounter beer is cheaper than a cigarette. Germany is a funny place.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
Alcohol doesn't do enough for me, I feel happy for 5 minutes & then I'm just sedated. If I want to feel euphoric & really lose myself, I watch porn for hours until nothing exists but a controlled world full of hot, nasty animals pleasuring each other (not literal animals, of course, thankfully I'm not into that :)) ) What you drinkers are doing to your livers, I'm probably doing to my penis - poor little raw thing :ahhha:
 
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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,715
Former everyday drinker now binge drinker. It feels more rewarding lol.
 
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life-eternal

Student
Nov 11, 2020
115
Former everyday drinker now binge drinker. It feels more rewarding lol.
Being in the middle of a binge knowing that you have a few more days left of this binge is the best feeling ever
 
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saltshaker

salt shaker, rule breaker
Jan 29, 2021
402
I can't relax and get moving until i've had a drink, been day drinking for like a year.
 
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bad luck

bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
I also join unanimous alcoholics
Afternoon: 4 to 6 beers
Evening: 1 to 2 bottles of red wine

I understand this is not sustainable in terms of longer term health but I really don't have anything to incentivize to be more healthy.
Additionally, when my Stasi mother isn't cooking I'm ordering pizza and that's about 3 to 4 times a week.
My breakfast consists of fags, a cup of coffee and pint of water. I haven't worked out in a very long time and it's only matter of time before I suffer a stroke.
This is not good for health or money, but whats the point so fuck it..

Cheers (on my first beer now)
I understand you. I also have a stasi spy behind me. I have to drink in the street sometimes. € 300 fine if the police see me
 
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BornBrief

BornBrief

Student
Dec 21, 2020
143
I normally kept it to 2-3 days but the last month I drank essentially every day and wasted so much money. I limited myself at least to 3 (a few times 4) 5.8% ciders or a bottle of wine. I was also eating out instead of cooking.

Something flipped a switch last week and I decided to quit. So I've been sober for about a week now.. drinking the next two nights (planned) so hopefully it doesn't derail me.
 
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ShutUpEli

ShutUpEli

I'm sorry
Apr 6, 2021
60
Daily smoker. Used to be just a bowl of weed a day but now I smoke wax and weed at least 3 times a day. It's really the only thing keeping me sane at this point
 
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