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iwishtodie8

iwishtodie8

I wish to die
Jan 14, 2025
34
I take medizapine fluoxet lamictal synnax and topiramate.


I just want to talk
 
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isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
446
I'm bi-polar, but convinced my doctors to lower all my doses. Barely medicated now, yeehaw. I think there are a ton of bipolar people on this forum.
 
iwishtodie8

iwishtodie8

I wish to die
Jan 14, 2025
34
Yes i think so. My fucking doctor doesn't want to lower mine
 
Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

I am a rock. I am an island
Nov 6, 2025
358
im not diagnosed but i get the feeling i might be bipolar or have something adjacent.
 
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StoneCactus

StoneCactus

Member
Mar 15, 2026
97
I'm bipolar. It sucks. There's only one silver lining. The Risperdal I take to avoid going insane supposedly acts as an AE for SN. I don't know how I'd source meto or domperidone so it just might be my ticket out of here...
 
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ScaredPossum

ScaredPossum

Member
May 6, 2026
31
I got diagnosed for bipolar, but my psychiatrist started acting so aggressive, pushy, and judgmental, I had to leave because he was legitamately scaring me. I've yet to find another psychiatrist, and after a year, I'm still a bit apprehensive about it. On the bright side, I'm not rapid cycling as much as I used to, so I might not really NEED meds (?). For now, I'm more worried about my anxiety and living situation.
If I start going crazy though, I'll figure it out then.