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42 here.
 
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Im 41, trying to stay afloat since 37, earlier was alright. Recently Lost hope that i will actually make it out and swim again. I would have to be born again u guess.
 
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46 here
 
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I'm 30+16, not long before I level up
 
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Btw is your name a reference to the expression or the Cure song of the same name?
It's a ref to the Cure song. Is it also a common expression? I'm not familiar. I'm an uncultured American. lol
34, I was never supposed to become this old
I feel that. I was 100% convinced I wouldn't make it to 20. It typically feels weird to be around still decades past that.
 
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39 but often get mistaken for my mid 20s - makes me feel better for like 5 minutes lol
Sometimes I feel a lot younger mentally because I've not had a chance to live yet (thanks trauma and mental illness), but then other times I feel about 80 because of the amount of things I've been through. Either way it sucks.
 
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It's a ref to the Cure song. Is it also a common expression? I'm not familiar. I'm an uncultured American. lol

I feel that. I was 100% convinced I wouldn't make it to 20. It typically feels weird to be around still decades past that.
Lol it's not a common expression for people my age but since this is an old person thread I thought maybe. But yes, "All cats are grey in the dark" is an old expression downplaying the importance of appearance, I believe.
 
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Lol it's not a common expression for people my age but since this is an old person thread I thought maybe. But yes, "All cats are grey in the dark" is an old expression downplaying the importance of appearance, I believe.
When I had cats they were mostly invisible in the dark, thus ensuring they became the ultimate trip hazard.
 
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Looking back on my teenaged oath to kill myself at 30 if I was still single and depressed and smh. The primate urge to live is a bitch.

It's tough to reach the age when it seems like everyone else around you has their life together -- their own house, spouse, kids, tight circle of friends -- while you're still struggling. I still feel like a teen/young adult sometimes because I'm so far behind the curve with respects to milestones no matter how much people insist that you can go at your own pace.
 
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i'm 36. i never wanted to be anywhere near this old 🦖
 
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