Anxiety About Taking SN

[ElegantlyWasted]

I have a lot of anxiety about taking SN for the 10-15 minute period of consciousness after I take it. Aside from the minor uncomfortable symptoms, just being in that state that I'm going to die in a few minutes kind of scares me.
I wish I could take N but it looks like it's not available and I would have to get a job for at least I few weeks to pay for it which I couldn't imagine doing.
Anyone worried about this stressful period? I'm worried I'm going to take it and regret it and it'll be too late.

 

[Hollowillow]

Aww your avatar is one of my fav anime! *Hugs you thight* what happened to you?

If your resolve is strong, it's just a few moments before the end. It can be undone with methylene blue at the hospital. Unlike my plan to hang with brutal sudden oxygen deprivation, sn is said to happen slowly in a reversible way before everything shuts down. I'm more worried of vomit...

Take your time to be super duper sure?

What a waste you seem super nice. Life sucks to have tortured you.
Aaaaasa! I just remembered that the anime is about bullying by discrimination! They have horns like demons but shaped like kitten ears.

I wonder if they can hurt themselves with their own... You know what

 

[Sourdough]

This is why SN will never be my method. Terrifying... anyone that can sit through that is much braver than I. I finally settled on intravenous heroin for my method. When injected it works so fast that many people go unconscious with the needle still in their arms so there won't be much time for SI.

 

[ElegantlyWasted]

Aww your avatar is one of my fav anime! *Hugs you thight* what happened to you?

If your resolve is strong, it's just a few moments before the end. It can be undone with methylene blue at the hospital. Unlike my plan to hang with brutal sudden oxygen deprivation, sn is said to happen slowly in a reversible way before everything shuts down. I'm more worried of vomit...

Take your time to be super duper sure?

What a waste you seem super nice. Life sucks to have tortured you.
Aaaaasa! I just remembered that the anime is about bullying by discrimination! They have horns like demons but shaped like kitten ears.

I wonder if they can hurt themselves with their own... You know what

A lot of things but I just don't look forward to anything in the future. It only gets worse. Nothing is fun anymore.
I remember a user sadworld who also commented about My profile picture seems to have ctb'd and him commenting on his taking the sn looked stressful for him.

 

[hunterfla]

I have a lot of anxiety about taking SN for the 10-15 minute period of consciousness after I take it. Aside from the minor uncomfortable symptoms, just being in that state that I'm going to die in a few minutes kind of scares me.
I wish I could take N but it looks like it's not available and I would have to get a job for at least I few weeks to pay for it which I couldn't imagine doing.
Anyone worried about this stressful period? I'm worried I'm going to take it and regret it and it'll be too late.

Exactly. I've often thought that if it was as easy/fast/painless as flipping a light switch and just ceasing to exist, I would have done it years ago. There's a country song (don't judge me lol) that says "I ain't afraid of dying, it's the thought of being dead." For me, it's the exact opposite.

 

[JayLa16]

I feel the same. I have SN but am afraid to take it for the reasons you mentioned. I hope we all find peace regardless ❤

 

[theboy]

Forget that you took the SN and enjoy your last few minutes
For ex "Now I'm going to cook", "Now I'll put on some music and eat something".
Do you understand? Trick the mind

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I think you'd experience the same stressful period after taking N. N doesn't equate to instantaneous death or instantaneous unconsciousness. I think your words foreshadow SI, not method cons.

 

[IchigoYozora]

In the end you decide whether you go through with it or not. Nobody will stop you if you do but nobody will judge you if you don't. Think through it and take your time to decide. Nobody is rushing you.

 

[ElegantlyWasted]

Forget that you took the SN and enjoy your last few minutes
For ex "Now I'm going to cook", "Now I'll put on some music and eat something".
Do you understand? Trick the mind

I've thought about this except when I take it to just think as much bad and hopeless thoughts as I can so I'll look forward to end and think I made the right choice.

 

[Cryptonite]

High enough dose of benzos should help

 

[theboy]

I've thought about this except when I take it to just think as much bad and hopeless thoughts as I can so I'll look forward to end and think I made the right choice.

Just try that even if you don't take anything If you want to talk, feel free to PM me.

 

[ElegantlyWasted]

High enough dose of benzos should help

Aren't those prescription?

 

[Hollowillow]

This is why SN will never be my method. Terrifying... anyone that can sit through that is much braver than I. I finally settled on intravenous heroin for my method. When injected it works so fast that many people go unconscious with the needle still in their arms so there won't be much time for SI.

If we could get heroin & knew how to inject we would. Would we? Why aren't we?

 

[mojabaka]

Sorry for the offtopic blab, but I think you already got enough decent answers. I just want to say, that Elfen Lied was one of my first anime I ever watched, so I love your profile picutre.

 

[LucieInTheDark]

You can take benzodiazepines. They're prescription but you can get them if you know were to look desu

 

[Jimblue]

I have considered SN but eventually decided it's not for me. Not just anxiety, it also quite uncomfortable in its own away. And I don't want to suffer headaches, feeling sick in my last stage of life.

 

[Diacon]

I have considered SN but eventually decided it's not for me. Not just anxiety, it also quite uncomfortable in its own away. And I don't want to suffer headaches, feeling sick in my last stage of life.

So what do you prefer?

 

[thebunny]

i admit that it can be pretty scary in those moments of consciousness. this is why i think that no one should impulsively ctb because it could cause further problems if things go awry. i'm not going to pretend like i'm not scared, but i am adamant about it. SN will always be my go-to method because i can't get my hands on certain opiates. though scary and not entirely peaceful, i'd rather take 10-15 minutes worth of mild discomfort than a lifetime of suffering.

 

[ElegantlyWasted]

You can take benzodiazepines. They're prescription but you can get them if you know were to look desu

Can you dm me where to get them? Is it like with meto that I have to get a fake prescription?

 

[Hollowillow]

Can you dm me where to get them? Is it like with meto that I have to get a fake prescription?

I don't know, but I'm happy to see you! I hope they'll pm you soon.

 

[miserableforever]

I think you'd experience the same stressful period after taking N. N doesn't equate to instantaneous death or instantaneous unconsciousness. I think your words foreshadow SI, not method cons.

I agree. All methods involve SI, unfortunately.

 

[Jimblue]

So what do you prefer?

Definitely N. Much peaceful and fast. If the drugs is fast and peaceful enough. It's only take probably 5 minutes and some drugs able to clam people down so, your mind just feel like really want to sleep right now. Now anxiety, pain or uncomfortable.

 

[Cryptonite]

Aren't those prescription?

You can get them quite easily on the dark web, if you're interested, I can help you to explain the process. It's not so hard

Sadly, it is only a supplement, but most of the work regarding fear must still be done internally. To naturally accept that this is the best for you and nothing horrible will happen when you CTB

 

[Nanako]

If you read the accounts of people who failed the method it really doesn't seem to be as bad as some suspect it is, even among those who did it without the use of antiemetics, antacids etc. Having said that, it seems like the effects might vary from person to person.

 

[emgrl]

High enough dose of benzos should help

What's a high enough dose of benzos? Thanks for your help!