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thtstrawberry

thtstrawberry

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Sep 29, 2025
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Could drinking antifreeze work? I know it would take a couple days to actually ctb and idk how painful it is. I genuinely feel hopeless and have pretty much exhausted most other options (either not feasable or too scared).
 
aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

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Feb 14, 2026
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Not a good idea. Would be painful and still very easy to get saved with lasting damage.
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

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Feb 24, 2026
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I feel like anything that takes that long to kill is guaranteed to be painful. There are other options, you just haven't found yours yet.
 
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LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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"couple days" that alone should answer your question. Anything that doesnt kill you in a couple hours or minutes will very much likely fail.
Lots of factors will be in play the longer it takes to die. Fear, people noticing, backing out, getting rescued, and pain ofc.
For example, OTC meds OD (ibuprofen), it doesnt directly kill you. It ruins your liver and gives you liver failure.
Liver failure is so easy to spot, your whole body will turn so yellow that it wont take much time for someone to call 911 for you. The pain alone might make you call before someone does.
 
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