Method Antidepressants + Alcohol

[potatopie]

I've already read the post on methods not to try but honestly I'm desperate and willing to be delusional and think that I'll be in the percentage that dies. I have nothing else left.

I need this to be quick and sn isn't available to me. I've tried to hang myself 3 times, once partial twice full suspension, but SI always kicks in. Either I stand up or I can't actually jump off the bucket.

Now I'm trying my antidepressants and liquor

I have bottles of 75g venlaxafine (Effexor) and bottles of 15g mirtazipine (remeron). My plan is to go somewhere secluded, middle of the night, and take them with some alcohol. I don't have the bucket anymore but I still have rope so if I don't pass out I'll try to hang myself as well, if I can get up the tree

Ik it doesn't sound reliable but if I'm not found could it work? I'm also interested in finding fent but idk how long that would take. I live in nyc but idk anyone who sells stuff like that. Or would even sell to me.

 

[KillingPain267]

I've already read the post on methods not to try but honestly I'm desperate and willing to be delusional and think that I'll be in the percentage that dies. I have nothing else left.

I need this to be quick and sn isn't available to me. I've tried to hang myself 3 times, once partial twice full suspension, but SI always kicks in. Either I stand up or I can't actually jump off the bucket.

Now I'm trying my antidepressants and liquor

I have bottles of 75g venlaxafine (Effexor) and bottles of 15g mirtazipine (remeron). My plan is to go somewhere secluded, middle of the night, and take them with some alcohol. I don't have the bucket anymore but I still have rope so if I don't pass out I'll try to hang myself as well, if I can get up the tree

Ik it doesn't sound reliable but if I'm not found could it work? I'm also interested in finding fent but idk how long that would take. I live in nyc but idk anyone who sells stuff like that. Or would even sell to me.

No, spare yourself the pain and time and just go to sleep on a few drinks. This plan will just make you puke for a few hours in the forest and if you still feel bad, you'll call someone to help you home. And then they will know you are suicidal and you will be imprisone... ehh I mean "receive totally adequate psychiatric care".