Method Antidepressant cocktail overdose attempt (?)

[supremacyofdeath]

Not feeling good tonight.
Feeling super depressed.
My partner won't talk to me today. I can't see her I don't know what's wrong she won't reply to me. I feel like total shit.
I have lots of
venlafaxine (Effexor ER 75mg)
Bupropion (Wellbutrin ER 150mg(?))
Naltrexone (a lot)
I'd add a drink of alcohol but that's guaranteed to make me throw up since I can't hold down alcohol anymore. I just wish I had weed.
I know it probably won't do much except make me feel like shit. I just have to do something.
I might try a quick doorknob partial hanging before work tomorrow.
I know tomorrow is gonna be shit. My whole life feels like shit. I don't know why I am so easy to ignore why am I such a minuscule part of her life. We barely texted all day. I can't live without her. I am drowning in a sea without her. I feel so pathetic for crying and feeling miserable

 

[hang in there]

Not feeling good tonight.
Feeling super depressed.
My partner won't talk to me today. I can't see her I don't know what's wrong she won't reply to me. I feel like total shit.
I have lots of
venlafaxine (Effexor ER 75mg)
Bupropion (Wellbutrin ER 150mg(?))
Naltrexone (a lot)
I'd add a drink of alcohol but that's guaranteed to make me throw up since I can't hold down alcohol anymore. I just wish I had weed.
I know it probably won't do much except make me feel like shit. I just have to do something.
I might try a quick doorknob partial hanging before work tomorrow.
I know tomorrow is gonna be shit. My whole life feels like shit. I don't know why I am so easy to ignore why am I such a minuscule part of her life. We barely texted all day. I can't live without her. I am drowning in a sea without her. I feel so pathetic for crying and feeling miserable

How many bupropion pills do you have? Your other 2 meds aren't going to do it, at most they will make you extremely uncomfortable but they aren't lethal

 

[supremacyofdeath]

How many bupropion pills do you have? Your other 2 meds aren't going to do it, at most they will make you extremely uncomfortable but they aren't lethal

Roughly 180? They're my supply till end of July. I'm supposed to take two a day so 2*90?

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Medication OD is unreliable and shouldn't be considered.

Non-methods that should not be attempted

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[supremacyofdeath]

Update just took a bunch of the buporpion. Every attempt it's getting harder and harder to swallow pills. My body instinctively wants to throw it up. Still no reply from her. I hope she's okay. I hope she doesn't die without me at least. Fuck I can't bare to think of anything anymore. I know this shit won't work but please let me just choke on my vomit and die at least. I'm so horrible. I hope she finds someone else she loves if it's not me.

 

[tshirt]

im with you on feeling like absolute dogshit when you lose someone but i would try not to make an impulsive decision when you dont really know whats going on yet. i hope for the best

 

[hang in there]

Medication OD is unreliable and shouldn't be considered.

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

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Bupropion Toxicity - StatPearls - NCBI Bookshelf

Bupropion Overdose : Emergency Care BC

Emergency Care BC connects BC physicians practicing emergency medicine and provides just-in-time resources.

emergencycarebc.ca

>Serious toxicity can be expected with doses > 6 g, and fatalities usually involve doses > 9 g.
He's got 27 grams

 

[supremacyofdeath]

Bupropion Toxicity - StatPearls - NCBI Bookshelf

Bupropion Overdose : Emergency Care BC

Emergency Care BC connects BC physicians practicing emergency medicine and provides just-in-time resources.

emergencycarebc.ca

>Serious toxicity can be expected with doses > 6 g, and fatalities usually involve doses > 9 g.
He's got 27 grams

Thank you for this. I just have to find out a way to take over 60 pills without my body immediately puking them out.

 

[hang in there]

Thank you for this. I just have to find out a way to take over 60 pills without my body immediately puking them out.

I have been on that exact dose and also have overdosed on a shit ton of pills in the past (90+ before cops came) and yeah that will be a bit difficult, gel coated caps are easiest not big chunky tablets... Do you by chance have a pill splitter?

 

[supremacyofdeath]

I have been on that exact dose and also have overdosed on a shit ton of pills in the past (90+ before cops came) and yeah that will be a bit difficult, gel coated caps are easiest not big chunky tablets... Do you by chance have a pill splitter?

Yeah it's really shit. All my overdose attempts just left me unable to swallow pills. I don't have a pill splitter on hand but can get one. . I could barely take 15 pills yesterday.
I'm also wondering if I can ground it up into powder and snort a little and/or add to some water. Hopefully it'll kick in faster too?

 

[hang in there]

Yeah it's really shit. All my overdose attempts just left me unable to swallow pills. I don't have a pill splitter on hand but can get one. . I could barely take 15 pills yesterday.
I'm also wondering if I can ground it up into powder and snort a little and/or add to some water. Hopefully it'll kick in faster too?

It's kind of ghetto but what about a coffee grinder?

 

[supremacyofdeath]

It's kind of ghetto but what about a coffee grinder?

Better than the primitive mortar and pestle I was thinking of