FTL.Wanderer
Enlightened
- May 31, 2018
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Seems to me the longer you survive while being suicidal, the more negatively labeled you become. And the less valuable to anyone. Jobs, friends, family... And no matter how consistent your experiences of life (negative, for example), no amount of time justifies, in the eyes of the professional communities, your judgment that your life isn't worth living. Out of one side of their mouths, they insist you stay alive. But out of the other side, they remind you every year that you're more and more a waste of space. And while I'm rambling, how about how others--including mental health professionals--can abandon you for any number of reasons, including their exalted prerogatives to choose their associates, but you don't enjoy the same prerogative to let go of yourself.
I'm furious that I live in a country where I have to accept a risk of a botched attempt and worse post-circumstances instead of being entitled to a painless, quick, professionally competent exit.
I'm furious that I live in a country where I have to accept a risk of a botched attempt and worse post-circumstances instead of being entitled to a painless, quick, professionally competent exit.