• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Another Suicide Dream

DignifiedGrave

DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
134
Last night I dreamt again about suicide. I dreamt that I came home to find my methods seized and the rest of the dream was about me freaking out and acquiring a new method/recovering my methods. I just feel disoriented today. Not even sleep is a safe haven😮‍💨 Anxiety. Honestly I always feel extra detached and suicidal after these things. I remember on my first really bad one when I woke up the was harshly bright and yet flat and distant like a still image of a liminal. That lead to my first ever near hanging.
 
  • Love
Reactions: balladeer, FF777, MrMegalomaniac and 1 other person
You must log in or register to reply here.

Similar threads

T
Venting Waking up with a traumatising false memory
Replies
0
Views
153
Suicide Discussion
TheUncommon
T
3dogsinatrenchcoat
Venting I thought having a job would make me less suicidal, it didn't
Replies
4
Views
334
Suicide Discussion
komakun
komakun
Gloomic
Story Other People Make Me Want to Die
Replies
1
Views
203
Suicide Discussion
Manfrotto99
M
ctb_warrior
Venting In the end it doesn't even matters
Replies
0
Views
146
Suicide Discussion
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
eggsausagerice
Venting insomnia since suicide date is near unless i postpone again
Replies
8
Views
586
Suicide Discussion
Yakui
Yakui
Top Bottom