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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
It's like a puzzle I can't solve. Ive tried so many different ways of sourcing SN and last night finally managed to place order to get it shipped to UK. I thought great I've joined the winners bench because from reading I can see there are still people who have been successful where I haven't. But you know what they say if it seems too good to be true then it probably is and yep merely hours later It's been stopped due to customs regulations. I'm trying one final time from this source but a slightly different supply in the hopes it may slip through but I'm quickly losing hope of that. So I plod on. I know my next steps though I'm not beat yet but I do wish it was easier to obtain. I'm terrified I'm going to have to resort to hanging myself when all I want is a (relatively) peaceful death.
 
yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
696
it's disgusting that people can't get a way to leave this hellish prison even when they really need it...
as a result, the person is forced to risk their health by choosing hanging or jumping instead.
well... i guess it's not that long before the SN restriction in the rest of the world. this is a terrible situation. however, it was predictable...

i wish each of us to get our deserved way to peacefully leave this fucking hell. also, i believe, we should continue to research methods, not being limited to just this substance.

unfortunately, this is a very painful and futile struggle, into which our parents threw us...
 
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Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
I am so sorry to hear that. Do you know what was stated on the customs label? Was it from a Polish supplier? I ordered SN from outwith the UK early in the year as the pandemic took off. I had no problems with customs. You think they've ramped up security due to increases in suicide by SN?

Must be a serious upswing in its import and use if they've cracked down all of a sudden.
 
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
I am so sorry to hear that. Do you know what was stated on the customs label? Was it from a Polish supplier? I ordered SN from outwith the UK early in the year as the pandemic took off. I had no problems with customs. You think they've ramped up security due to increases in suicide by SN?

Must be a serious upswing in its import and use if they've cracked down all of a sudden.
This particular order was via a UK company who ships from various international sellers. This particular source was shipping from USA. It wouldn't even get out of the starting blocks they refused to process my order because they can't ship it due to restrictions. So yeah I think they've got really tough with having to report hazardous sales it's like they're not even letting you chance customs - no idea why they bother advertising it on the uk site at all if they can't even ship it makes no sense. I suspect the issue is to do with US legislation so I've tried another supplier from US, expecting the same email back within the next few hours but you never know miracles can happen
Did you get any kind of reason for the hold? Any visits?
No visits just a blanket we cannot ship to you due to customs regulations and they cancelled my order. As I said above I think it's a US legislation thing, trying another supplier but expecting the same rejection back
 
Cashewmilk

Cashewmilk

Specialist
Mar 10, 2020
352
This particular order was via a UK company who ships from various international sellers. This particular source was shipping from USA. It wouldn't even get out of the starting blocks they refused to process my order because they can't ship it due to restrictions. So yeah I think they've got really tough with having to report hazardous sales it's like they're not even letting you chance customs - no idea why they bother advertising it on the uk site at all if they can't even ship it makes no sense. I suspect the issue is to do with US legislation so I've tried another supplier from US, expecting the same email back within the next few hours but you never know miracles can happen

No visits just a blanket we cannot ship to you due to customs regulations and they cancelled my order. As I said above I think it's a US legislation thing, trying another supplier but expecting the same rejection back
It might be because of something else due to covid or something. I tried ordering just regular pills for anti emetics online, and they wouldn't ship that to me in Canada either ... I'm just guessing though it's probably like a general blanket policy for some other reason.
 
justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
It might be because of something else due to covid or something. I tried ordering just regular pills for anti emetics online, and they wouldn't ship that to me in Canada either ... I'm just guessing though it's probably like a general blanket policy for some other reason.
Been doing some research and my package was classed as ORM-D and hence doesn't meet customs regulations so I found out what that actually meant and the long and short of it is that you can only ship restricted goods across America and not out of it because they refuse to transport the goods by international mail unless there is certification https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/ORM-D

sucks but onwards I've moved onto my next option and will see how long before I run into problems with that one lol
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,091
It's like a puzzle I can't solve. Ive tried so many different ways of sourcing SN and last night finally managed to place order to get it shipped to UK. I thought great I've joined the winners bench because from reading I can see there are still people who have been successful where I haven't. But you know what they say if it seems too good to be true then it probably is and yep merely hours later It's been stopped due to customs regulations. I'm trying one final time from this source but a slightly different supply in the hopes it may slip through but I'm quickly losing hope of that. So I plod on. I know my next steps though I'm not beat yet but I do wish it was easier to obtain. I'm terrified I'm going to have to resort to hanging myself when all I want is a (relatively) peaceful death.
How does customs know what is in the package?
 
justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
How does customs know what is in the package?
It's classed as a restricted/hazardous substance and therefore has to be labelled so on the packaging from what I understand
I ordered some from a Polish website and its been stuck in Dartford, UK for the last two weeks. Is that were everyone else's is?
Haven't tried the polish one yet, is that the one where you have to pretend to be a company and ignore all the blatant rules about terms of sale or am I missing a really obvious source?
 
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JustABunchOfAtoms

She/they
Jul 23, 2020
516
Was this the Ukrainian seller?
 
Stepheng7287

Stepheng7287

Faster We Run, And We Die Young
Aug 29, 2020
144
It's classed as a restricted/hazardous substance and therefore has to be labelled so on the packaging from what I understand

Haven't tried the polish one yet, is that the one where you have to pretend to be a company and ignore all the blatant rules about terms of sale or am I missing a really obvious source?

The website starts with 'n'. When I ordered 100g a month ago they never asked me for a Company name or number. Then it got held for dangerous goods and I went back to order a smaller quantity a week later and they asked for a company name. I guess they just screwed up last month and I got lucky. They must have figured out their mistake and are cracking down now or something. Hopefully I see the first order sometime.
 
justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
The website starts with 'n'. When I ordered 100g a month ago they never asked me for a Company name or number. Then it got held for dangerous goods and I went back to order a smaller quantity a week later and they asked for a company name. I guess they just screwed up last month and I got lucky. They must have figured out their mistake and are cracking down now or something. Hopefully I see the first order sometime.
Yeah I think I'm just late to the party because they're all over it right now. I've tried to order anyway - I've either just been a genius or landed myself in some almighty poop - watch this space
Was this the Ukrainian seller?
No, haven't found the Ukrainian seller yet but from my research I think im going to come up with the same problem now the attention has been drawn to SN
 
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Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
886
I wonder if somewhere inside your country sells SN. That way you don't have to deal with customs right?
 
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
I wonder if somewhere inside your country sells SN. That way you don't have to deal with customs right?
There isn't anywhere that sells SN to individuals in the UK - it's monitored and reportable to the police so sales are to appropriate and verified businesses only. That said with peoples advice and support I'm not giving up. My last ditch attempt is to set up a business address/virtual office so I'm plugging all my efforts into that right now. It's not an easy process, or an entirely comfortable one but hey hopefully I'll be dead soon. I guess I just jump at any new opportunity of getting SN because I refuse to give up on it as my ticket to CTB. I'm not buying my rope just yet
 
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Kruger

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
482
How does customs know what is in the package?
It is clearly labelled as SN because the polish company is a legit chemical company. But customs can open stuff anyway
There isn't anywhere that sells SN to individuals in the UK - it's monitored and reportable to the police so sales are to appropriate and verified businesses only. That said with peoples advice and support I'm not giving up. My last ditch attempt is to set up a business address/virtual office so I'm plugging all my efforts into that right now. It's not an easy process, or an entirely comfortable one but hey hopefully I'll be dead soon. I guess I just jump at any new opportunity of getting SN because I refuse to give up on it as my ticket to CTB. I'm not buying my rope just yet
That's not entirely true, im in the UK and had SN delivered 3 weeks ago so it was still possible then.
 
Stepheng7287

Stepheng7287

Faster We Run, And We Die Young
Aug 29, 2020
144
It is clearly labelled as SN because the polish company is a legit chemical company. But customs can open stuff anyway

That's not entirely true, im in the UK and had SN delivered 3 weeks ago so it was still possible then.

I can't believe it's been 3 weeks for you already and I ordered mine like 10 days before you. :( I guess Ireland is a little more strict than the UK.
 
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kohaku

kohaku

Nonbinary Hysteric
Mar 27, 2019
188
You can try **** for a polish supplier. Search "azotyn sodu". Sort by "cena z dostawą: od najniższej". You'll have to get by with google translate but they don't ask for company info or anything. That's how I got my SN, but I'm also polish.
 
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http-410

http-410

nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
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@krtgrf
If I remember correctly, naming sites isn't allowed here. It's better to edit it out.

Unfortunately, they also don't ship to other countries by now.
 
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kohaku

kohaku

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Mar 27, 2019
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@krtgrf
If I remember correctly, naming sites isn't allowed here. It's better to edit it out.

Unfortunately, they also don't ship to other countries by now.
I see... Sad. Edited. Thank you for the tip.
 
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