Another goodbye thread

[Neoatlech]

Hi, not many people know me here, I haven't been very active since I've joined this community, mostly reading instead of posting. I still want to say goodbye to this place anyway, thanks for everything.

If anybody cares about the details, I have 3 glasses of 25g SN in 100mL water, I've only taken 1000mg paracetamol and 30mg metoclopramide, fasted for 17 hours. Should there be any symptom that differs from standard SN effects, I'll be sure to post and document it here.

The taste really is AWFUL though, goddamn.

 

[Davey40210]

Good luck.. please post if you decide not to go ahead and there is no problem with that. You could remember this later in your life as the moment where you got really close but decided to live.

 

[maynoname]

May you find peace ! And if you are still here can you please tell us the initial of your source just to document ?

 

[Cute_&_Loving]

Yeah the taste is almost the worst….
I'm really sorry. I know it's something you truly want, and I don't know you, but it's always heartbreaking when someone has to take their life….. im sorry life, your government and people around you have failed you so much……
safe travels…..

 

[Kurai]

Sorry it got to this point, I wish you good luck and peace

 

[coolgal82]

Good luck, i hope you find peace one way or another.

 

[sweetcreep]

i hope it's peaceful for you. take care

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, hope you find peace.

 

[Theresnoescape]

I hope you find peace, whatever you decide to do.

 

[nasigoreng99]

Hope you found your peace, my friend

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

Please can we talk ..... Please don't kill yourself... This decision is irreversible.. I dmed you please respond.....
Are you sure you wanna through it all away if you regret it please call the ambulance
Sharing your problems can make us less burdenized

Please rethink your decision sometimes it feels like that there's no way out but it gets better

This reads like something out of r/suicidewatch...

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope u find peace.

 

[JR_Timm]

Safe travels my friend, goodbye!

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish, go peacefully.

 

[maniac116]

Farewell friend!
I hope you have a smooth transition & can rest in a place of love & peace. You deserve it!

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I hope that you find peace soon

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I hope you find the peace you are searching for, good luck

 

[attheend13]

Hi, not many people know me here, I haven't been very active since I've joined this community, mostly reading instead of posting. I still want to say goodbye to this place anyway, thanks for everything.

If anybody cares about the details, I have 3 glasses of 25g SN in 100mL water, I've only taken 1000mg paracetamol and 30mg metoclopramide, fasted for 17 hours. Should there be any symptom that differs from standard SN effects, I'll be sure to post and document it here.

The taste really is AWFUL though, goddamn.

I know it's not the right thing to say but I do hope you fail. If you do succeed may you pass into knowing the great unknown as one wading into the quiet of a warm stream. Regardless I wish you peace.

 

[Unknown21]

Have a peaceful journey

 

[Neoatlech]

Well, I failed. Completely my fault, I'm just a 100% sure I couldn't down anymore of the drink without instantly puking it. It's really worse than seawater. There's no way I can go through with this without numbing my throat somehow. The experience wasn't anywhere near fun though, I still went through basically every symptom outside of death because of what I drank. Just trying to recover for now.

Thanks for all the support.

 

[DOHARDTHINGS24]

Please can we talk ..... Please don't kill yourself... This decision is irreversible.. I dmed you please respond.....
Are you sure you wanna through it all away if you regret it please call the ambulance
Sharing your problems can make us less burdenized

Hi
I'm not a mod or admin, just another member.
I'm not sure if you read all the rules & intro pages for this forum, but some of it may be useful to you.
The crash course for new users contains the following:
"Suicide Discussion is for suicide discussion. People don't vent there to get bombarded with "it will get better" pseudo-advice, they vent there to feel like their voice is being heard. Don't enter that subforum preaching the beauty of life.
Recovery is for recovery. Don't enter that subforum preaching the beauty of death."
If you feel the need to save people ON A SUICIDE FORUM, go ahead & try, even OP may be okay with it. Chat, convo, post away. Break whatever rules you think don't apply to you. But have the respect to not post anything of that nature in a GBT - people deserve a judgment free zone for their last moments & are doing a public service by documenting it. Don't take that away from them or from us. Thank you.

 

[po1sentree]

I hope you find peace

 

[rozeske]

I know it's not the right thing to say but I do hope you fail.

Please can we talk ..... Please don't kill yourself... This decision is irreversible.. I dmed you please respond.....
Are you sure you wanna through it all away if you regret it please call the ambulance
Sharing your problems can make us less burdenized

Please rethink your decision sometimes it feels like that there's no way out but it gets better

What some of you people are doing here is beyond me! You realize it's a pro choice forum right? You shouldn't even be here with all your negative condescending misinforming opinions. Just take it with you on your way out and leave us be goddammit!!

Well, I failed. Completely my fault, I'm just a 100% sure I couldn't down anymore of the drink without instantly puking it. It's really worse than seawater. There's no way I can go through with this without numbing my throat somehow. The experience wasn't anywhere near fun though, I still went through basically every symptom outside of death because of what I drank. Just trying to recover for now.

Thanks for all the support.

Don't start drinking sn if you are not completely sure of your decision. It's a highly toxic substance and quite lethal in even just a couple of sips since you only need 1g to die from it. You need medical assistance ASAP if you have consumed it and have started symptoms.

 

[DOHARDTHINGS24]

What some of you people are doing here is beyond me! You realize it's a pro choice forum right? You shouldn't even be here with all your negative condescending misinforming opinions. Just take it with you on your way out and leave us be goddammit!!

I "never" report stuff but I've reported a few people in the last few days & I've posted a few angry rants. I don't think all of this is unconnected - there just can't suddenly be this high a percentage of anti Sn, anti DMC, please get help stuff in the wrong threads. And talking about hell in what could have been someone's last moments - even if you are religious & want to save the world, would you want YOUR last moments having a stranger talk to you about hell???? That seems unchristian to me. And bloody selfish. So I've reported some people, posted some angry rants & now I've really gotta take a step back for a minute before I implode. But please, keep helping with this fight, on every post you see, because it's getting ruined for all of us. Thank you so much.

 

[rozeske]

I "never" report stuff but I've reported a few people in the last few days & I've posted a few angry rants. I don't think all of this is unconnected - there just can't suddenly be this high a percentage of anti Sn, anti DMC, please get help stuff in the wrong threads. And talking about hell in what could have been someone's last moments - even if you are religious & want to save the world, would you want YOUR last moments having a stranger talk to you about hell???? That seems unchristian to me. And bloody selfish. So I've reported some people, posted some angry rants & now I've really gotta take a step back for a minute before I implode. But please, keep helping with this fight, on every post you see, because it's getting ruined for all of us. Thank you so much.

You are not alone in this. I too am just sick and tired of this what looks like a new trend of anti suicide and anti SN threads. It's getting too old but sadly prolifers never sleep nor get tired unlike the rest of us here who are just too f-in tired of almost everything in this life. And they wanna add insult to injury. You are not alone, don't worry, I'm fuming with you over here.

 

[DOHARDTHINGS24]

You are not alone in this. I too am just sick and tired of this what looks like a new trend of anti suicide and anti SN threads. It's getting too old but sadly prolifers never sleep nor get tired unlike the rest of us here who are just too f-in tired of almost everything in this life. And they wanna add insult to injury. You are not alone, don't worry, I'm fuming with you over here.

Maybe you're not the problem????
I'm sorry, it's a serious matter, I'm (nearly) all rage, but I couldn't resist. Well, I could've, but chose not to. I've gotta go to bed, I'm definitely fucking tired & in need of sleep. Keep fighting the good fight & apologies if my attempt at humour was disrespectful.

 

[rozeske]

Maybe you're not the problem????
I'm sorry, it's a serious matter, I'm (nearly) all rage, but I couldn't resist. Well, I could've, but chose not to. I've gotta go to bed, I'm definitely fucking tired & in need of sleep. Keep fighting the good fight & apologies if my attempt at humour was disrespectful.

Nah, your good. thanks for the laugh, it's refreshing :)

 

[Roadrunner]

Please can we talk ..... Please don't kill yourself... This decision is irreversible.. I dmed you please respond.....
Are you sure you wanna through it all away if you regret it please call the ambulance
Sharing your problems can make us less burdenized

When my time to CTB comes, I doubt I'll post a goodbye thread. However, if I do, please do NOT try to talk me out of it. Reaching that decision is my business, and when I decide it's time, wish me a peaceful journey, or say nothing.

 

[Dayrain]

@rozeske @DOHARDTHINGS24 Thanks to you both for this thoughtful exchanges.

 

[suffering_mo]

Well, I failed. Completely my fault, I'm just a 100% sure I couldn't down anymore of the drink without instantly puking it. It's really worse than seawater. There's no way I can go through with this without numbing my throat somehow. The experience wasn't anywhere near fun though, I still went through basically every symptom outside of death because of what I drank. Just trying to recover for now.

Thanks for all the support.

Thank you for coming back to tell us your experience. I hope you are ok and wish you a full recovery. 100 ml of water was maybe too much? I think the protocol is generally 50 ml.

Did you go to hospital to get antidote?

Can you tell us about how much you drank and what your symptoms were? Your experience? Did you test your SN beforehand?