Another failed attempt.

[Ardesevent]

My drowning attempt failed. I didn't even pass out in time, I just ended up being fully awake when I was submerged. I even went the extra mile and duct-taped my legs together so I wouldn't struggle as much, but it still ended up being pretty pointless.
I almost went and tried the gasoline towel method afterwards, then I remembered that I could be arrested if it failed.
I have eating castor beans as a backup plan, but I'd like to avoid it if I can due to how long and painful death is if you eat them.
I'm sick of having to prep for each attempt and then having them all fail on me. I have to wonder if I'm just that incompetent, or just really unlucky.

 

[one4all]

Prep is best. Impulsive usually leads to failure

 

[Beautiful_Disgrace]

Sounds really unlucky. Maybe take a break. Sounds to me like you need to plan out your attempts better. Desperation rarely ever succeeds for this kind of thing.

 

[faust]

Hello, I nearly drowned two times myself accidentally, so I think I can fail in this method the third time. Considering two other methods, they are uncommon for sure. Have you already looked there? Here you can find some more reliable and less painful methods.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/resource-compilation.3/

 

[Ardesevent]

You're right about prep, but wasting all that time on it just to have the attempt fail is pretty disheartening.
I am considering taking a break from attempting for a few days, since S3 of Castlevania is out now. Desperation is the motive behind many of my attempts, so maybe that's why they aren't working. Thanks.
Thank you for the link, I probably should do more research on other methods.

 

[Ghost2211]

It definitely sounds like the methods you are choosing or not ideal. It seems wise to take a break, and maybe finding pleasure and things you do will help relieve some of the stress. If down the road you still want to catch the bus definitely do some research, and even if it can be tedious over preparation is much better than impulsiveness