anonymousapple
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- Jul 3, 2020
- 59
Anhedonia drains so much of my energy and I have no interest in anything, although it comes in waves. just... oh my god, I can't even get on my PC and play games anymore, I just don't want to do anything
i feel bad, because I am dead set on committing suicide, I'm starting to order the materials for the SN method, but..... I have a girlfriend, and she's the first person I've seen that's actually completely understanding of my problems... I'm being selfish, but like, I just can't enjoy anything, and I've tried so many things, even working out for 6 months.
I don't want to type a 5000 word essay on it, but I'm sure some of you understand how severe anhedonia can become right? The only reason I joined this forum is because my best friend committed suicide with the SN method, we completely understood eachother and were close, but she also had anhedonia and although I did my best for weeks trying to convince her to stay with me she still went, and I just don't want to do this
i feel bad, because I am dead set on committing suicide, I'm starting to order the materials for the SN method, but..... I have a girlfriend, and she's the first person I've seen that's actually completely understanding of my problems... I'm being selfish, but like, I just can't enjoy anything, and I've tried so many things, even working out for 6 months.
I don't want to type a 5000 word essay on it, but I'm sure some of you understand how severe anhedonia can become right? The only reason I joined this forum is because my best friend committed suicide with the SN method, we completely understood eachother and were close, but she also had anhedonia and although I did my best for weeks trying to convince her to stay with me she still went, and I just don't want to do this
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