How has it got to a point where governments have a monopoly on suffering?
I was happy until some jackass fucked my leg up at a very young age... now not only do I have to live in pain and have it affect what should have been some of the best years of my life, but when I finally decide I've had enough and want it to end, society places humane methods beyond my grasp!?
It makes a person want to commit atrocities out of protest: "If I had a sound method of death, I would never have done this. This is what happens when people become desperate. All that had to be done was provision of humane death".
I'm not asking for the World, I'm only asking for the same courtesy as that which is shown to poor, unfortunate souls in war-stricken countries (with the difference being that they WANT TO LIVE!); a bullet to the head. Some strong, deadly medication.
Kill those that want to live, and increase the suffering of those who want to die? Good job, humanity *facepalm*
Imagine how much safer and happier the World would be when unstable people are given a chance to liberate themselves from relentless suffering?
We could make the closest verson to heaven on earth imaginable. The potential is there!
My mental health is getting worse every single day- there's no chance of "recovery". My anxiety has reached a relentless screech of despair that literally never ends.
I KNOW I'm going to end it, it's just a matter of overcoming the idea of gasping for air for minutes on end.
If normies knew how this feels, they wouldn't hesitate to make available humane means. They wouldn't cling to empty platitudes.
To deny suffering people the wondrous peace of eternal sleep is but another Travesty in a long list of human Travesties.
To force them to stare death in the face for years, enduring horrific pain, humiliating incarceration and insanity-inducing thoughts time and again, then finally force them to thrash at the end of a rope is utterly despicable- abhorrently evil.
If someone you loved died by suicide, would you want to know it was quick and relatively painless, or slow and merciless?
If it's going to happen either way, what the hell is the point in the latter? Because the govt. told you to let your loved ones suffer and die painfully in loneliness?
Horrendous, just horrendous.
All death is valid- it happens. The distinct difference is that with suicide it doesn't have to be profoundly ugly. It can be peaceful. It should be peaceful.
Anyway rant over, I'm just angry as I've hit my suffering limit and am about to go hang myself in a secluded place.
I'd rather shoot myself in the head, after medicating heavily with benzos, but my doc don't wanna prescribe benzos. Coward.
I'm too ill to cope anymore, I've been saying it for a long time. It's not a matter of WANTING TO DIE, it's more that I can't stop this. I'm only 30, there's no way I could, or even should, possibly see this through for decades longer.
There were plenty of opportunities to lessen my pain. To arrange humane means. But with health this bad there's no way I could do that by myself.
Without quality of life, life is nought but a burden.
I'm a burden on others, which I can no longer justify.
A deep and sincere "thank you" to SS members. You've been a tremendous support throughout these hard times. The closest thing to comfort I've felt in a long time.
Again, thank you. Am sending you serenity, in this world and the next.
May you find peace and rest.
I was happy until some jackass fucked my leg up at a very young age... now not only do I have to live in pain and have it affect what should have been some of the best years of my life, but when I finally decide I've had enough and want it to end, society places humane methods beyond my grasp!?
It makes a person want to commit atrocities out of protest: "If I had a sound method of death, I would never have done this. This is what happens when people become desperate. All that had to be done was provision of humane death".
I'm not asking for the World, I'm only asking for the same courtesy as that which is shown to poor, unfortunate souls in war-stricken countries (with the difference being that they WANT TO LIVE!); a bullet to the head. Some strong, deadly medication.
Kill those that want to live, and increase the suffering of those who want to die? Good job, humanity *facepalm*
Imagine how much safer and happier the World would be when unstable people are given a chance to liberate themselves from relentless suffering?
We could make the closest verson to heaven on earth imaginable. The potential is there!
My mental health is getting worse every single day- there's no chance of "recovery". My anxiety has reached a relentless screech of despair that literally never ends.
I KNOW I'm going to end it, it's just a matter of overcoming the idea of gasping for air for minutes on end.
If normies knew how this feels, they wouldn't hesitate to make available humane means. They wouldn't cling to empty platitudes.
To deny suffering people the wondrous peace of eternal sleep is but another Travesty in a long list of human Travesties.
To force them to stare death in the face for years, enduring horrific pain, humiliating incarceration and insanity-inducing thoughts time and again, then finally force them to thrash at the end of a rope is utterly despicable- abhorrently evil.
If someone you loved died by suicide, would you want to know it was quick and relatively painless, or slow and merciless?
If it's going to happen either way, what the hell is the point in the latter? Because the govt. told you to let your loved ones suffer and die painfully in loneliness?
Horrendous, just horrendous.
All death is valid- it happens. The distinct difference is that with suicide it doesn't have to be profoundly ugly. It can be peaceful. It should be peaceful.
Anyway rant over, I'm just angry as I've hit my suffering limit and am about to go hang myself in a secluded place.
I'd rather shoot myself in the head, after medicating heavily with benzos, but my doc don't wanna prescribe benzos. Coward.
I'm too ill to cope anymore, I've been saying it for a long time. It's not a matter of WANTING TO DIE, it's more that I can't stop this. I'm only 30, there's no way I could, or even should, possibly see this through for decades longer.
There were plenty of opportunities to lessen my pain. To arrange humane means. But with health this bad there's no way I could do that by myself.
Without quality of life, life is nought but a burden.
I'm a burden on others, which I can no longer justify.
A deep and sincere "thank you" to SS members. You've been a tremendous support throughout these hard times. The closest thing to comfort I've felt in a long time.
Again, thank you. Am sending you serenity, in this world and the next.
May you find peace and rest.
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