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Alnilam

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Aug 29, 2022
90
I have an odd favor to ask of anyone who plans to ctb this month, as my last desperate attempt to find out what happens after we die, what is the afterlife like, if there even is one? I'm not asking to be haunted or anything. I'm only asking that if you plan to ctb this month, that you help a fellow woman in distress prove if there is an afterlife--one that if we are able to make contact with the living, would allow you to reach out to me. Not in a way that'd scare the life out of me of course, but maybe as a peaceful visit in a dream, or a sign like a bunch of birds making a racket right outside my window, a gift of 1$million dollars, I don't know! Just anything that proves the existence of an afterlife or the consciousness persisting outside the body. Just anything to let me know that an afterlife exists and/or that their are others watching out for us, that our consciousness, our loved ones, our pets, friends and family--whoever! are still able to exist--just somewhere else.
 
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Ghost_fairytale

whatever
Oct 9, 2022
15
I mean if i manage to CTB this month, I'll try to send you a sign🤷🏽‍♀️
 
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Alnilam

Member
Aug 29, 2022
90
I mean if i manage to CTB this month, I'll try to send you a sign🤷🏽‍♀️
I will be sure decorate the house extra nice this year! Thank you!
 
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Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
I'd just like to say, that anyone is welcome to come haunt and spook the shit out of me. Creepy shadows stalking me, glowing eyes in the night, that kind of thing. My fridays and weekends are pretty boring right now so a ghostly presence that is hovering over me in the middle of night would be welcome. If they happen to have a spare $1M gift laying around I'm ok with that too.
 
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nootthenoot

Your local cat lover
Oct 11, 2022
50
If things go downhill and I manage to CBT this (or next) month, I'll try to visit you in a dream or send a sign. Or maybe get a stray cat to visit you, cause I like cats ^^
 
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Alnilam

Member
Aug 29, 2022
90
If things go downhill and I manage to CBT this (or next) month, I'll try to visit you in a dream or send a sign. Or maybe get a stray cat to visit you, cause I like cats ^^
Thank you so much! It's much appreciated, I love cats too!
 
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ready to go....

ready to go....

exhausted
Feb 16, 2022
80
I plan to go next week, so if all goes well, I'll drop you a visit 😂
 
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makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I have an odd favor to ask of anyone who plans to ctb this month, as my last desperate attempt to find out what happens after we die, what is the afterlife like, if there even is one? I'm not asking to be haunted or anything. I'm only asking that if you plan to ctb this month, that you help a fellow woman in distress prove if there is an afterlife--one that if we are able to make contact with the living, would allow you to reach out to me. Not in a way that'd scare the life out of me of course, but maybe as a peaceful visit in a dream, or a sign like a bunch of birds making a racket right outside my window, a gift of 1$million dollars, I don't know! Just anything that proves the existence of an afterlife or the consciousness persisting outside the body. Just anything to let me know that an afterlife exists and/or that their are others watching out for us, that our consciousness, our loved ones, our pets, friends and family--whoever! are still able to exist--just somewhere else.
I think Harry Houdini tried that with his wife after he died. His wife went years and decades trying every Halloween to contact him. They agreed before he died that Halloween would be the date of contact. She didn't get a response. Best of luck, I hope it works.
 
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Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
If I CTB this month or the next, if I figure out if/how I can contact you, I will try. I will bring the birds.
 
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hunterfla

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
227
I'd just like to say, that anyone is welcome to come haunt and spook the shit out of me. Creepy shadows stalking me, glowing eyes in the night, that kind of thing. My fridays and weekends are pretty boring right now so a ghostly presence that is hovering over me in the middle of night would be welcome. If they happen to have a spare $1M gift laying around I'm ok with that too.
I'll try to excite your Saturday night when I cross over. :P
 
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Enoughnow

Experienced
Feb 1, 2022
206
My mum always told me if there's an afterlife she would find away to let me know give me some kind of sign she's around and promised she would haunt my abusive ex
But so far absolutely nothing and she passed about a year ago
 
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freedomcalls

Student
Nov 9, 2022
136
Such a lovely idea

Both my grandmothers visited me at their time of passing - one I "saw" clearly and spoke with; I went and told my other grandparent that I was staying with that she had come and said goodbye at what turned out to be the exact time of her death

At the time of my other grandmothers passing, I found a bird in my house - no windows open or anything, and I knew that it was her

So I 100% believe in signs from the other side
 
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