Hello,
I want to share my experience with this method and provide information for anyone considering it. Two years ago in October 2023 I attempted to ctb via this method. I used the "improved" version of the cocktail as detailed here: https://archive.ph/c3oxt (I hope the link is ok, I saw nothing in the rules against it) except for the Midazolam. Despite weighing way less than 100kg I used a whole 10g instead of just 7g. I followed the Anti-emetic regimen beforehand, using MCP, and I used the recommended enzyme blocker Cimetidine to enhance the effects of the Amitriptyline. As the Amitriptyline is way to bitter to be swallowed in such amounts in powderized form with water even with anti-emetics (I did a test with just 500mg and barely could keep it down despite the anti-emetics), I followed the advice and repackaged it in capsules. I made sure to have the normal capsules, not the stomach acid resistant ones.
I was found and "rescued" only 4 days later, so long after the estimated time to die of 12-24 hours.
I was prescribed and took 100mg a day for years beforehand but I don't understand how that could have built a tolerance to 100 times the amount. I made the mistake of powderizing and liquidizing the Diazepam and I wanted to further enhance the potency of the cocktail with some vodka. The Diazepam worked way quicker than I anticipated and I did not make it to bed as intended but instead spent 4 days lying on the floor. Luckily I only suffered some pressure injuries to my chest and left side of my face that healed nicely just leaving some scaring that I don't mind. I was also told that I had mild acute kidney failure due to the lack of fluids that resolved itself. I suffered no ill effects from the cocktail itself so at least the failure didn't leave me even worse of as some methods can do when they fail.
I want to share my experience with this method and provide information for anyone considering it. Two years ago in October 2023 I attempted to ctb via this method. I used the "improved" version of the cocktail as detailed here: https://archive.ph/c3oxt (I hope the link is ok, I saw nothing in the rules against it) except for the Midazolam. Despite weighing way less than 100kg I used a whole 10g instead of just 7g. I followed the Anti-emetic regimen beforehand, using MCP, and I used the recommended enzyme blocker Cimetidine to enhance the effects of the Amitriptyline. As the Amitriptyline is way to bitter to be swallowed in such amounts in powderized form with water even with anti-emetics (I did a test with just 500mg and barely could keep it down despite the anti-emetics), I followed the advice and repackaged it in capsules. I made sure to have the normal capsules, not the stomach acid resistant ones.
I was found and "rescued" only 4 days later, so long after the estimated time to die of 12-24 hours.
I was prescribed and took 100mg a day for years beforehand but I don't understand how that could have built a tolerance to 100 times the amount. I made the mistake of powderizing and liquidizing the Diazepam and I wanted to further enhance the potency of the cocktail with some vodka. The Diazepam worked way quicker than I anticipated and I did not make it to bed as intended but instead spent 4 days lying on the floor. Luckily I only suffered some pressure injuries to my chest and left side of my face that healed nicely just leaving some scaring that I don't mind. I was also told that I had mild acute kidney failure due to the lack of fluids that resolved itself. I suffered no ill effects from the cocktail itself so at least the failure didn't leave me even worse of as some methods can do when they fail.
