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tMartin

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May 28, 2018
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I daily search on google news about the suicides committed during the day.
It makes me feel less lonely, it also let me think about how different can pain be: the 40 that lost his job, the 26 that failed in studies, the 15 that has been left by her boyfriend or the ex model with postpartum depression...
Am i the only one who does this?
 
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Hanger

Noosedancer
May 29, 2018
277
I also like to read about suicides, it makes me happy that it worked for those people
 
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Sonnenblume

Sunflower Panda
Apr 6, 2018
574
i do it, even went through the entire wiki list of suicides throughout history
 
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downfall
Mar 18, 2018
441
Yes, I also do it every day
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,134
I don't read although I Google about suicide stuff to research and find old or new stories related.

Being here is enough for me to make me less lonely. But sadly I lose some people here or other places like reddit which make me sad.
 
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typx

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May 4, 2018
380
Yeah I do this too. I also look at obituaries sometimes. Though, this can backfire when you hear about some of the things people have accomplished in their lives.
 
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nobody_oac

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Mar 28, 2025
115
No, you are not alone. I'm here because this is the only place I feel like I can be around like minded people who won't judge me for the way I feel. Does it still make me nervous to post, of course, but I'm trying because the connection makes the pain more bearable. When I look at those daily suicides, I look at them as peers who finally found a way to end their pain, and support them.
 
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