got2beFionaC
i am nobody. who are you? are you nobody, too?
- Jul 1, 2020
- 56
please, no judgement.... i swear, i'm not heartless.
but, i see a lot of posts about heartbreak and sadness when others ctb—don't get me wrong, death is always sad in some way, shape, or form—— but...i almost feel a sense of happiness and a slight tinge of jealousy knowing that others are finding their peace after fighting day in and day out through some really hard shit...
it's like i want to celebrate for them for finding peace they've fought so hard for while slightly being jealous that i'm not joining them yet...
i don't know if that makes sense.
but, i see a lot of posts about heartbreak and sadness when others ctb—don't get me wrong, death is always sad in some way, shape, or form—— but...i almost feel a sense of happiness and a slight tinge of jealousy knowing that others are finding their peace after fighting day in and day out through some really hard shit...
it's like i want to celebrate for them for finding peace they've fought so hard for while slightly being jealous that i'm not joining them yet...
i don't know if that makes sense.
