Am I the only one who wants to help others CTB if I can't?

[suicidalaspiefemale]

I know I'm not a monster for helping people find relief. No one chooses to live anyway, so why exist only to be in pain? I suppose I'd be considered a "bus driver" even though i want to CTB myself. I find purpose in knowing I helped someone find peace. A friend of mine that i met on here may have done so already, and I'm happy I was here to be there for him before he finally reached the final destination.

Is anyone else the same way?

Also, are there any other females on here?

 

[Indieblue]

I am female and you are not alone in feeling this way.

 

[suicidalaspiefemale]

I am female and you are not alone in feeling this way.

Let's hope I'm not the only lesbian either

 

[Indieblue]

Let's hope I'm not the only lesbian either

I think i am more like bi, lol. And i heard you guys hate bi.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Let's hope I'm not the only lesbian either

Without outing anyone who's already out, just because that wouldn't be cool (and of course you're not asking me to), you're not the only lesbian here. In fact, there's a thread or two about it in Off Topic.

I'm a female.

I think i am more like bi, lol. And i heard you guys hate bi.

I once heard a gay guy say to someone who said they were bi, "Bi now, gay later!" So I punched him and he squealed like the little bitch he was being. Okay not really, but I wanted to. I *love* my gays, my lesbians, and my bi's. When I was social, I was an avid community theater participant and known fruit fly. Life would be so much more boring if we all went straight instead of gay-ly forward.

 

[suicidalaspiefemale]

I think i am more like bi, lol. And i heard you guys hate bi.

Oh hell no,I have no prejudice against bi folks. My sister is bi.

Without outing anyone who's already out, just because that wouldn't be cool (and of course you're not asking me to), you're not the only lesbian here. In fact, there's a thread or two about it in Off Topic.

I'm a female.



I once heard a gay guy say to someone who said they were bi, "Bi now, gay later!" So I punched him and he squealed like the little bitch he was being. Okay not really, but I wanted to. I *love* my gays, my lesbians, and my bi's. When I was social, I was an avid community theater participant and known fruit fly. Life would be so much more boring if we all went straight instead of gay-ly forward.

Thank you, but damn, it's like no one appreciates us lesbians.

 

[devil]

do you want to help others ctb verbally or physically?

i'm also a girl btw.

 

[highlyvolatile]

Its nice to help people. Im also female though i think I'm asexual, though my sexuality isn't something i think a lot about.

 

[wanderlost]

ima female - waves -

No I couldnt but i would literally give all my organs for help to ctb.....I was recently told i have the kidneys of a 20 yr old...and I have 3 !

Without outing anyone who's already out, just because that wouldn't be cool (and of course you're not asking me to), you're not the only lesbian here. In fact, there's a thread or two about it in Off Topic.

I'm a female.



I once heard a gay guy say to someone who said they were bi, "Bi now, gay later!" So I punched him and he squealed like the little bitch he was being. Okay not really, but I wanted to. I *love* my gays, my lesbians, and my bi's. When I was social, I was an avid community theater participant and known fruit fly. Life would be so much more boring if we all went straight instead of gay-ly forward.

- known fruit fly - i nearly peed myself and spit out tea at the same time, i hate those little bastards XD I let the wolf spiders in gladly now My army of freds use them as tapas

 

[Marktheghost]

Thank you, but damn, it's like no one appreciates us lesbians.

You're depriving us blokes of potential girlfriends. Are you surprised? :-)

Yes, I'd like to help people end their suffering in whatever way I can

 

[Onlyborrowedtime]

I have often considered setting up a charity for people who are going to CTB. Rather than providing assistance It'd be focused on providing company in the persons final moments. No one should go alone and scared, I think it'd be good it relieve that feeling.

I have neither the time nor energy nor money to set it up however. And it would be frought with constant legal issues and people rallying against you.

I guess it's just another dream to take to the grave.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I was there for my friend when she asked me to be online with her in her final days. Im glad i could do that for her, but although I support /respect anyone's choice to ctb, i don't think i would do it again for someone else. Because it just cost me to much pain.
But professionaly and mentally im a very caring person, so maybe in the future i change my mind.

Oh, im female

 

[TimeTheTaleWereTold]

fellow suicidal lesbian checking in

 

[GunsRfun]

I'm the opposite. I was crippled in a motorcycle accident and wish someone would help me. Most of my family understand where I'm at, but are afraid to help for legal reasons.

 

[Viola]

I think i am more like bi, lol. And i heard you guys hate bi.

I've always found the same! I'm bi too and any lesbian I ever get with refers to them self as a 'gold star lesbian' ie never been with a man.. then spend the whole time paranoid I'm going to go after every man I meet.
I guess I would help something else with their plans by giving friendship/ support but that's about as far as I'd go.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I'm the opposite. I was crippled in a motorcycle accident and wish someone would help me. Most of my family understand where I'm at, but are afraid to help for legal reasons.

I can listen if it helps?

 

[Mr2005]

I'd rather save them

 

[suicidalaspiefemale]

do you want to help others ctb verbally or physically?

i'm also a girl btw.

verbally,.

fellow suicidal lesbian checking in

Damn, pm me ;-)

 

[s1mplem3]

Not sure what do you mean by help, but I don't mind to have someone around when I CTB.

 

[Lostnotfound]

I have often considered setting up a charity for people who are going to CTB. Rather than providing assistance It'd be focused on providing company in the persons final moments. No one should go alone and scared, I think it'd be good it relieve that feeling.

I have neither the time nor energy nor money to set it up however. And it would be frought with constant legal issues and people rallying against you.

I guess it's just another dream to take to the grave.

I need this service

 

[wanderlost]

No I couldnt but i would literally give all my organs for help to ctb.....I was recently told i have the kidneys of a 20 yr old...and I have 3 !



- known fruit fly - i nearly peed myself and spit out tea at the same time, i hate those little bastards XD I let the wolf spiders in gladly now My army of freds use them as tapas

No I couldnt but i would literally give all my organs for help to ctb.....I was recently told i have the kidneys of a 20 yr old...and I have 3 !



- known fruit fly - i nearly peed myself and spit out tea at the same time, i hate those little bastards XD I let the wolf spiders in gladly now My army of freds use them as tapas

I am a female but straight, I have been a widow since 2007 and I will stay single until it is my time to go