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¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
- Apr 9, 2018
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Before I begin, sorry for my bad English.
I have had depression for more than 10 years, but here's the thing: I have had my parent's support all my life. When I stopped studying my parents never told me to find a job, they never told me they wanted me to be on my own... I always had their support.
Even now, it's troubling me. At first I thought I would be a few years like this and then I would kill myself, but they never stopped supporting me, so... I got a good computer and spent all my time playing games and watching videos / shows. And I am still doing that. I actually believe my parents will never ask me to find a job. I have never worked in my whole life, and I am almost 29 lol. I feel guilty for this, but as I always planned to kill myself, I never considered the possibility of continuing to live on my own.
If things continue like this, I will spend, at least, 10 more years just playing videogames the whole day. Maybe even more. I am very lucky to have my parent's support, that's why I will probably continue to live, at least for the time being...
I have had depression for more than 10 years, but here's the thing: I have had my parent's support all my life. When I stopped studying my parents never told me to find a job, they never told me they wanted me to be on my own... I always had their support.
Even now, it's troubling me. At first I thought I would be a few years like this and then I would kill myself, but they never stopped supporting me, so... I got a good computer and spent all my time playing games and watching videos / shows. And I am still doing that. I actually believe my parents will never ask me to find a job. I have never worked in my whole life, and I am almost 29 lol. I feel guilty for this, but as I always planned to kill myself, I never considered the possibility of continuing to live on my own.
If things continue like this, I will spend, at least, 10 more years just playing videogames the whole day. Maybe even more. I am very lucky to have my parent's support, that's why I will probably continue to live, at least for the time being...