Well when you get text messages like this one from people in your life...I get more ready for ctb everyday.
All over renovating a bathroom in our house. I have elderly parents that I am worried about & I feel I am being forced to pick if I want to see them.
I usually go visit them every 3rd weekend so I can check on them. They are the only ones that care about me, My spouse has had online affairs a few times...talked to other people online, sent nude photos of themselves etc. This was 12 years ago. My spouse still has not spoken to my parents since that time.
So its a big elephant in the corner.
Sorry this is personal info...but its tough to get this sort of thing. It makes me want to ctb much sooner than I am ready to.
We need to sit down and talk about setting a timeline and goals to get these house in projects done. I'm so stressed out about it and everything else I have tobdeal with that I've been struggling to not have full-blown panic attacks. I feel very alone in this process. You can go visit this weekend, but I'm really not happy about it. I don't feel like our priorities are matching at all right now. I feel a sense of urgency to get these projects done, but I feel like you don't really care if or when this stuff gets done. I feel like if you did care, you'd be proactive in helping to get this stuff done. I feel very defeated right now. I need help with this. If you choose to still go this weekend, you need to load up as much as possible to get it out of the house. I also need you to help me get the kitchen in order. Please.