Am I human?

[Chronosphere]

I just want to spit it out.
I.. don't care. I don't care about anything. Everything. I have a well paid job, I can do anything I want whenever i want, yet I don't care. I don't want anything. I don't need anything. I don't care about sex, alcohol, drugs, restaraunts, theaters...whatever. I don't care if my family die. I don't care if I will be tortured. I don't care about anything, either negative or positive. There's nothing in this world that could make me care about anything. Am I really a human? I just don't belong here. I just have to go, right? There's no point being here if nothing interests me. If I don't care about anything.

 

[Slow_Farewell]

Isn't that part of being human too, though?

 

[Mitsumi]

Is it something you've been feeling lately or have you ever felt this way?

 

[Chronosphere]

Isn't that part of being human too, though?

Not so sure to be honest.

Is it something you've been feeling lately or have you ever felt this way?

It's weird but I realized it lately. I was living on autopilot for years never questioning myself why am I doing anything. And one day it just struck me - that I don't care. And didn't care. That it is pointless to continue if the world just can't give you anything you want. Because you don't want anything.

 

[Argo]

Lots of people who are Schizoid or have strong traits in that area would say a lot of what you're saying, so if you're unfamiliar with what that is, it could be worth looking into. But to answer you, yeah... humans come in a vast range of phenomenology. "Neurotypical" is closer to a myth as far as I can see.

 

[Mitsumi]

Not so sure to be honest.

It's weird but I realized it lately. I was living on autopilot for years never questioning myself why am I doing anything. And one day it just struck me - that I don't care. And didn't care. That it is pointless to continue if the world just can't give you anything you want. Because you don't want anything.

maybe you have some condition , ever seen a professional?

 

[RollingGiant]

Psychologists call a lack of pleasure or interest in things Anhedonia. If you're interested, you could look into it and see if it sounds like what you're dealing with

 

[futureme]

you just realized you dont care cause you never asked for it in the first place..you were perfectly fine being non existent and here comes you a little child with nothing it knows being bombarded with knowledge that it needs to care for certain things for its survival without being told exactly what its running away from