Help Am I getting close?

[Ineedtobedead]

I just tried the tourniquet method again, I felt my fingers getting numb and my legs kinda started convulsing a little, but I counted to almost 50 still couldn't pass out.. so I unwrapped the string , then my hands kept trembling uncontrollably and I felt extremely tired.. am I getting close to blacking out? Someone help

 

[cantthinkofanickname]

Don't do it. There should be a better and more reliable method.

 

[Ineedtobedead]

Don't do it. There should be a better and more reliable method.

Then what is it

 

[cantthinkofanickname]

Then what is it

Probably hanging or jumping off. But do you really want to be dead, or do you wanna just get some rest. If there is a piece of you that still wants to be alive, it will be pretty hard to commit suicide in a assertive way.
People like me, we are tired of other people. We are not tired of living. We are tired of living with them. That's why we are hesistant.
You should indicate the reason first. Do it when you are 100% determined. Right now I am waiting to be hopeless enough to finish it. After losing all hope, it won't matter if I jumped off and smashed my brain all around or broke my neck and shat on my panties.